Married or single?, Vol. 2 (of 3)Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
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Married or single?, Vol. 2 (of 3)
Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
English fiction -- Irish authors
Also Mrs. Holt’s quick woman’s eye did not fail to notice her
blazing rings when she pulled off her gloves, her valuable little
wristlet-watch, which she consulted nervously from time to time, her
plain but expensive dress, that rustled when she moved. Ah! she could
see--although she tried not to show it--that Mrs. Wynne had changed.
Her mind was possessed now by riches, and he, poor young man, would
never be able to keep her contented, now she had had the taste of
money, and knew what it was to be a great lady; and Mrs. Holt shook
her head wistfully, as she made a red-currant tart. Meanwhile Madeline
carried baby down to the gate and looked out for Laurence, but no
Laurence came, and baby was surprisingly heavy. Then she went round
the garden. Oh, how small it looked somehow, and there was horrid
green weed on the pool! Then she made her way into their sitting-room,
with its old glass book-case, brass-faced clock, samplers hanging
on the walls, and plain red tiles underfoot. A dainty summer breeze
was playing with the white curtains through the open lattice, and
the great hollyhocks and sunflowers were rearing their heads and
endeavouring to peep in from the garden. There was Laurence’s pipe;
there, in a corner, stood the stick which had betrayed him; and there
was his writing, just as he had left it--ruled sermon paper. No, not a
letter! What was it all about? And she took it up and glanced over it.
It was some rubbish, headed, “Middle-aged Matrons.” How absurd!
Then, on the spur of the moment, she called in Mrs. Holt, and consigned
Master Harry to her motherly arms, whilst she sat down to indite a
letter to Laurence, with his own favourite pen and at his own table.
“DEAR LAURENCE” (she said),
“I came down on purpose to see you, and am so dreadfully disappointed
to find you are out, for I dare not wait, and I had so much to say
to you. I am delighted to find baby so grown, and to hear such good
accounts of yourself. I believe you were at Belgrave Square yesterday.
Laurence, how could you be so rash? Fortunately, no one suspected who
you were, or that you were anything to Miss West. I feel quite another
person than Miss West now that I am down in the country, and looking
out of the window in front of me into this dear old garden and the
far-away wooded hills.
“I feel as if money was nothing in comparison to youth and domesticity
and peace, and that I could be happy here for ever with you;
but I know that, once back in my own boudoir this very selfsame
evening, I shall change my mind again, and look upon rustic life
as intolerable--a living death, a being buried alive without a
fashionable funeral. Money and money’s worth I must attain; love I
have. I wish to command both--love and money. We know what love is
without money, don’t we? I shall never, never change to you, Laurence,
you may rely on that.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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