Married or single?, Vol. 2 (of 3)Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
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Married or single?, Vol. 2 (of 3)
Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
English fiction -- Irish authors
But here he was mistaken! She discovered a great deal that surprised
her much--very much. Here were cards from old judges and stupid law
fogies, requesting the pleasure of Mr. Wynne’s company at dinner.
That was easily understood. But there were several invitations to
entertainments to which she and her father had been bidden! and also,
what was the strangest thing of all, blazoned cards of invitation to
houses to which her father had not been able to obtain an _entrée_,
smile he never so assiduously on the smart or noble hosts. She stood
for several minutes with one of these precious cards in her hand,
and turned it over reflectively as she recalled the desperate and
unavailing efforts of her parent to obtain a similar honour--the
toadying, the flattery, the back-stair crawling that it made her
crimson to recall! And, such is poor human nature--poor, frail human
nature!--this bit of pasteboard did more to raise her husband in
her estimation than all the briefs she saw piled upon his desk. She
now began to contemplate him from a new point of view. Hitherto she
had been very fond of Laurence--in a way--her own way. He had been
good to her when she had no friends, he had borne their poverty with
wonderful patience. Yes, certainly he had. But she had thought--rather
resentfully at times--that a man without some preparation for such a
rainy day as they had experienced ought not to have married; he should
have left her as he found her. She did not hold these views at the
time. She liked Laurence better than any one, all the same; but the
horrible intimacy of dire want had bred--well, yes, a little contempt;
his illness, his helplessness had made her put herself somewhat above
him in her own secret thoughts. She (for a time) had been bread-winner
and house-band, and well and bravely she had struggled at that
desperate crisis; but, alas! that it must be recorded, riches had
spoiled her. She had inherited a luxurious, pleasure-loving nature,
which cultivation had fostered, until, from a small and scarcely
noticeable plant, it had grown into an overwhelming jungle! The longer
she lived in her father’s home the less disposed was she to return to
her own modest roof-tree; and especially, looking round with a wry
face, to such a place as this! She was now necessary to her father. He
was something (he said) of an invalid; whilst Laurence was young and
strong. Every day she was hoping to see her way to making the great
disclosure, and every day the chance of making that disclosure seemed
to become more and more remote. Laurence was evidently well thought of
in influential circles, and, “of course, Laurence is of good family.
Any one can see that at a glance,” she mentally remarked; “and, no
doubt, his own people had now taken him by the hand.”
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