Married or single?, Vol. 2 (of 3)Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
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Married or single?, Vol. 2 (of 3)
Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
English fiction -- Irish authors
She was about to call for an earl’s daughter, who was to chaperone
her to a _fête_, where, from previous experience, she knew that many
and many a head would be turned to look after pretty Miss West; and
she liked to be admired! She had never gauged her own capacity for
pleasure until the last few months. And Laurence required her to give
up all this, to rend the veil from her secret, and stand before the
world once more, shabby, faded, insignificant Mrs. Wynne, the wife of a
briefless barrister!
Of course she was devoted to Laurence. “Oh,” angrily to her own
conscience, “do not think that I can ever change to him! But the
hideous contrast between that life and this! He must give me a little
more time--he must, he must! I _must_ enjoy myself a little!” she
reiterated passionately to her beautiful reflection. “Once papa knows,
I shall be thrust out to beggary. I know I shall; and I shall never
have a carriage or a French gown again.”
And this was the girl who, four months previously, had pawned her
clothes for her husband’s necessaries, and walked miles to save
twopence!
Sudden riches are a terrible test--a severe trial of moral fibre,
especially when they raise a girl of nineteen, with inherited
luxurious tastes, from poverty, touching starvation, to be mistress
of unbounded wealth, the daughter, only child and heiress of an
open-handed Crœsus, with thousands as plentiful now as coppers once had
been.
“I will go down and see him. I must risk it; there is no other plan,”
she murmured, as she rang her bell preparatory to putting herself in
the hands of her maid. “Letters are so stupid. I will seize the first
chance I can find, and steal down to the Holts, if it is but for half
an hour, and tell Laurence that he _must_ wait; he must be patient.”
And so he was--pathetically patient, as morning after morning he waited
in the road and waylaid the postman, who seldom had occasion to come up
to the farm; and still there was no letter.
Madeline was daily intending to rush down, and day followed day without
her finding the opportunity or the courage to carry out her purpose.
And still Laurence waited; and then he began to fear that she must be
ill. A whole week and no letter! He would go to town and inquire. No
sooner thought of than done. Fear and keen anxiety now took the place
of any other sensation, and hurriedly making a change in his clothes,
and leaving a message for Mrs. Holt, he set off to the station--three
miles--on foot, and took a third-class return to London. Once there,
he made his way--and a long way it was--to the fashionable quarter of
Belgrave Square. It was a sultry July afternoon, the very pavement was
hot, the air oppressive--people were beginning to talk of Cowes and
Scotland.
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