Married or single?, Vol. 3 (of 3)Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
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Married or single?, Vol. 3 (of 3)
Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
English fiction -- Irish authors
Yes, among all Madeline’s social successes, in the midst of her
most dazzling triumphs, she ever cast a glance around in search of
Laurence. Surely, if he went to see her in the full blaze of her
triumph, he would think twice ere he permanently renounced such
a treasure! She felt hot and angry when she thought of him, but
nevertheless she longed to see him once more--odious, unreasonable,
and tyrannical as he was. Surely he did not mean to abandon her in
reality. That idea had no place in her mind when she was abroad. There
everything and everybody seemed different. It was easy, in a strange
country, far away from Laurence and Harry, to drop a misty cloud over
the past, and to feel as if she really _was_ Miss West. But here in
London, where she had lived as a married woman, and had struggled--and
oh, what a struggle!--with the awful question of how to support a
household on nothing, the idea was unnatural--nay, it went further, it
was improper. She would perhaps write to him some day, and hold out the
olive branch; but not yet, and meanwhile she must see him.
Mr. West was still extremely uneasy about himself. He found the heat,
and dust, and noise of London trying to his health, he declared; and,
much to the disgust of Mrs. Leach and other interested friends, he
announced that the middle of July would not find him in England. He was
going to Carlsbad, to Switzerland, and to winter abroad--probably at
Biarritz.
Ere she was thus carried off, Madeline resolved to see Laurence. She
prevailed upon Lady Rachel to take her to the Temple church. She was
aware that he went there every Sunday, and Lady Rachel, little guessing
the reason of her friend’s sudden enthusiasm for the venerable
edifice, and anxiety to hear a certain well-known preacher, procured
two tickets for benchers’ seats, and occupied them the ensuing sabbath.
These seats were roomy and elevated, and commanded an excellent view
of the whole centre of the church where the members of the various
inns sat. They came in gradually, not in legal garb, as Madeline had
half expected, but in their usual dress; and she strained her eyes so
eagerly that her sharp little friend nudged her and said, “For whom are
you looking, Maddie?”
“Oh, no one,” colouring. “It is such a very interesting old place. I
like staring about. What crowds of people who cannot get seats, and
have to stand!”
At this juncture the organ pealed out, and every one stood up as the
choir filed in, and just immediately afterwards, Lady Rachel exclaimed
in an excited whisper, “There’s Mr. Wynne--look!”
Of course Madeline never moved her eyes from him; they followed him,
as he found a seat at the end of a pew, luckily well within her view.
He could not see her, but she could study him, especially when she
knelt down, with her two hands shielding either side of her face, from
watchful Lady Rachel.
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