Married or single?, Vol. 3 (of 3)Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
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Married or single?, Vol. 3 (of 3)
Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
English fiction -- Irish authors
Alas! what was this that she beheld, and that turned every vein in
her body to ice? It was death for the first time. There before her,
in the small cot, lay a little still figure, with closed eyes and
folded hands, a lily between them; the bed around it--yes, it was now
_it_--already strewn with white flowers, on which the morning dew still
lingered. Who strews white flowers on the living? Yes, Harry was dead!
There was no look of suffering now on the little brow; he seemed as if
he was sleeping; his soft fair curls fell naturally over his forehead;
his long dark lashes swept his cheek. He _might_ be asleep! But why was
he so still? No breath, no gentle rising and falling disturb his tiny
crossed hands, so lately full of life and mischief--and now!
With a low cry Madeline fell upon her knees beside the child, and laid
her lips on his. How cold they were! But, no he could not be dead!
“Harry, Harry,” she whispered. “Harry, I have come. Open your eyes,
darling, for me, only _one_ moment, and look at me, or I shall go
_mad_!”
“So you have come,” said a voice close to her, and starting round she
saw Laurence, pale and haggard from a long vigil, and stern as an
avenging angel. “It was hardly worthwhile now; there is nothing to need
your care any longer. Poor little child! he is gone. He wanted you;
he called as long as he could articulate for his ‘mummy’--his ‘pretty,
pretty mummy.’” Here his faltering voice broke, and he paused for a
second, then continued in a sudden burst of indignation. “And whilst
he was dying, his mother was dancing!” glancing as he spoke at her
visible, and incriminating white satin shoes.
“I only got the telegram this morning at six o’clock,” returned
Madeline with awful calmness. The full reality had not come home to her
yet.
“You were summoned when the child was first taken ill. Yes, I know you
had a great social part to play--that you dared not be absent, that
you dared not tell your father that another, the holiest, nearest,
dearest of claims, appealed to you,” pointing to the child. “You have
sacrificed us, you have sacrificed all, to your Moloch--money. But it
is not fitting that I should reproach you here; your conscience--and
surely you are not totally hardened--will tell you far sadder, sterner
truths than any human lips.” She stood gazing at him vacantly, holding
the brass bar at the head of the bed in both hands. “It may be some
poor consolation to you to know that, although your presence would have
been a comfort, nothing could have saved him. From the time the change
set in last evening, the doctor pronounced the case hopeless.”
Madeline still stood and looked at the speaker as if she were in a
trance, and he, although he spoke with a certain sort of deliberation,
and as if he was addressing one whose mind found it difficult to grasp
a subject, surveyed her with a pale set face, and his eyes shone like a
flame.
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