The wave of the great Awakening of 1800 had not yet subsided. Bascom
was still alive. I have heard him preach. The people were filled with
thoughts of heaven and hell, of the immortality of the soul and the
life everlasting, of the Redeemer and the Cross of Calvary. The camp
ground witnessed an annual muster of the adjacent countryside. The
revival was a religious hysteria lasting ten days or two weeks. The
sermons were appeals to the emotions. The songs were the outpourings of
the soul in ecstacy. There was no fanaticism of the death-dealing,
proscriptive sort; nor any conscious cant; simplicity, childlike belief
in future rewards and punishments, the orthodox Gospel the universal
rule. There was a good deal of doughty controversy between the
churches, as between the parties; but love of the Union and the Lord
was the bedrock of every confession.
Inevitably an impressionable and imaginative mind opening to such
sights and sounds as it emerged from infancy must have been deeply
affected. Until I was twelve years old the enchantment of religion had
complete possession of my understanding. With the loudest, I could sing
all the hymns. Being early taught in music I began to transpose them
into many sorts of rhythmic movement for the edification of my
companions. Their words, aimed directly at the heart, sank, never to be
forgotten, into my memory. To this day I can repeat the most of
them—though not without a break of voice—while too much dwelling upon
them would stir me to a pitch of feeling which a life of activity in
very different walks and ways and a certain self-control I have been
always able to command would scarcely suffice to restrain.
The truth is that I retain the spiritual essentials I learned then and
there. I never had the young man’s period of disbelief. There has never
been a time when if the Angel of Death had appeared upon the scene—no
matter how festal—I would not have knelt with adoration and welcome;
never a time on the battlefield or at sea when if the elements had
opened to swallow me I would not have gone down shouting!
Sectarianism in time yielded to universalism. Theology came to seem to
my mind more and more a weapon in the hands of Satan to embroil and
divide the churches. I found in the Sermon on the Mount leading enough
for my ethical guidance, in the life and death of the Man of Galilee
inspiration enough to fulfill my heart’s desire; and though I have read
a great deal of modern inquiry—from Renan and Huxley through Newman and
Döllinger, embracing debates before, during and after the English
upheaval of the late fifties and the Ecumenical Council of 1870,
including the various raids upon the Westminster Confession, especially
the revision of the Bible, down to writers like Frederic Harrison and
Doctor Campbell—I have found nothing to shake my childlike faith in the
simple rescript of Christ and Him crucified.
III
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