American fiction -- 19th century; California -- Fiction; Western stories
Captain Carroll fell back a few steps and gazed at her with a troubled
face. "It is possible that you have misunderstood, Miss Saltonstall?"
he faltered. "Do you still think it is Amita that I"--he stopped and
added passionately, "Do you remember what I told you?--have you
forgotten last night?"
"Last night was--last night!" said Maruja, slightly lifting her
shoulders. "One makes love at night--one marries in daylight. In the
music, in the flowers, in the moonlight, one says everything; in the
morning one has breakfast--when one is not asked to have councils of
war with captains and commandantes. You would speak of my sister,
Captain Car-roll--go on. Dona Amita Carroll sounds very, very pretty.
I shall not object." She held out both her hands to him, threw her
head back, and smiled.
He seized her hands passionately. "No, no! you shall hear me--you
shall understand me. I love YOU, Maruja--you, and you alone. God
knows I can not help it--God knows I would not help it if I could. Hear
me. I will be calm. No one can hear us where we stand. I am not mad.
I am not a traitor! I frankly admired your sister. I came here to see
her. Beyond that, I swear to you, I am guiltless to her--to you. Even
she knows no more of me than that. I saw you, Maruja. From that
moment I have thought of nothing--dreamed of nothing else."
"That is--three, four, five days and one afternoon ago! You see, I
remember. And now you want--what?"
"To let me love you, and you only. To let me be with you. To let me
win you in time, as you should be won. I am not mad, though I am
desperate. I know what is due to your station and mine--even while I
dare to say I love you. Let me hope, Maruja, I only ask to hope."
She looked at him until she had absorbed all the burning fever of his
eyes, until her ears tingled with his passionate voice, and then--she
shook her head.
"It can not be, Carroll--no! never!"
He drew himself up under the blow with such simple and manly dignity
that her eyes dropped for the moment. "There is another, then?" he
said, sadly.
"There is no one I care for better than you. No! Do not be foolish.
Let me go. I tell you that because you can be nothing to me--you
understand, to ME. To my sister Amita, yes."
The young soldier raised his head coldly. "I have pressed you hard,
Miss Saltonstall--too hard, I know, for a man who has already had his
answer; but I did not deserve this. Good-by."
"Stop," she said, gently. "I meant not to hurt you, Captain Carroll.
If I had, it is not thus I would have done. I need not have met you
here. Would you have loved me the less if I had avoided this meeting?"
He could not reply. In the depths of his miserable heart, he knew that
he would have loved her the same.
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