Mary Cary: "Frequently Martha"Bosher, Kate Langley
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Mary Cary: "Frequently Martha"
Bosher, Kate Langley
Children -- Juvenile fiction; Orphans -- Juvenile fiction
"Miss Bray, I'm awful glad you are sorry you did it. If you're sorry
it's like a sponge that wipes it off, and don't anybody but you and me
and God know about that particular one. And we can all forget it, if
there's never any more."
And then she cried harder than ever. Regular rivers. I didn't know the
top of your head could hold so much water.
But she said there would never be any more, for she'd never had any
peace since the way I looked at her that day, and she couldn't stand it
any longer. She didn't know why I had that effect on her, but I did, and
she'd sent for me to talk about it.
Well, we talked. I told her I didn't think just being sorry was enough,
and I asked her how sorry was she.
"I don't know," she said, and then she began on tears again, so I
thought I'd better be quick while the feeling lasted.
"Well, you know, Miss Bray," I began, "Pinkie Moore hasn't been adopted
yet. She never will be while the ladies think what you told them is
true. You ought to write a letter to the Board and tell them what you
said wasn't so."
"I can't!" she said; and then more fountains flowed. "I can't tell them
I told a story!"
"But that's what you did," I said. "And when you've done a mean thing,
there isn't but one way to undo it--own up and take what comes. But it's
nothing to a conscience that's got you, and is never going to let you go
until you do the square thing. If you want peace, it's the only way to
get it."
"But I can't write a letter; I'm so nervous I couldn't compose a line."
And you never would have known her voice. It was as quavery as old
Doctor Fleury's, the Methodist preacher who's laid off from work.
"I'll write it for you." And I hopped for the things in her desk. "You
can copy it when you feel better." And, don't you know, she let me do
it! After three tryings I finished it, then read it out loud:
DEAR LADIES,--If any one applies for Pinkie Moore, I hope you will
let her go. Pinkie is the best and most useful girl in the Asylum.
More than two years ago I said differently. It was wrong in me, and
Pinkie isn't untruthful. She hasn't a bad temper, and never in her
life took anything that didn't belong to her. I am sorry I said
what I did. She don't know it and never will, and I hope you will
forgive me for saying it.
Respectfully,
MOLLIE E. BRAY.
When I was through she cried still harder, and said she'd lose her
place. She knew she would. I told her she wouldn't. I knew she wouldn't.
And after a while she sat up in bed and copied it. Some of her tears
blotted it, but I told her that didn't matter, and when I got up to go
she looked better already.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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