Mary Seaham: A Novel. Volume 1 of 3Grey, Mrs. (Elizabeth Caroline)
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Mary Seaham: A Novel. Volume 1 of 3
Grey, Mrs. (Elizabeth Caroline)
Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"This is but a natural fancy," Mr. Temple resumed, "but the trial is a
dangerous one. Of thousands who so return, like soldiers from the battle
field, to their peaceful homes, there are few, I fear, who come not back
to find their former existence of innocent enjoyment blighted by the
wounds and bruises wherewith their hearts and spirits have been
inflicted during that sorrowful campaign. They return--may be to live
resigned, but seldom happy--happy at least with that same peaceful joy
which was before their portion, they come either thus to pass their days
or--die."
Mr. Temple paused for a moment, evidently to command the agitation of
his voice; he then resumed:
"And, alas! Miss Seaham, it is not always the least proud and
unconspicuous objects of assault who are thus brought low--made the mark
of this same, blasting world. Not the eagle only, but the dove, is
pierced and wounded by the archer. No, the purest and holiest must, more
or less, sooner or later, if not amalgamated in its sin, at least be
stricken by its sorrow and its evil--I should rather say its evil men
'the men of this world.' Oh, Miss Seaham, beware of such men."
He spoke again with an earnestness so bordering on enthusiastic
excitement that Miss Seaham, though almost inclined to treat with
playful lightness a warning which might have seemed to exceed the
occasion, or her case, suddenly felt the words thrill through her heart
with that peculiar feeling, which the superstitious, or sometimes even
those who deride such significance, are apt to interpret as a
_presentiment_. An involuntary shudder ran through her frame, and "the
evening fair as ever," began to her altered sensation to turn chill and
dusk.
"You forget," she murmured, in faltering, almost reproachful accents,
"you forget, Mr. Temple, while you thus, in kindness I am sure, diminish
any attractive idea I may have formed of society, for it is, I conclude,
the society of the world, not anything appertaining to the good and
beautiful world itself, which can prove so hurtful and invidious, you
forget that I do not voluntarily seek its dangers, or rush upon its
temptations, but that I am in a manner thrown upon its mercy. It is not
permitted me to stay here. My sister in Scotland would gladly receive
me, but she is not entirely mistress of her own actions, and her large
family would make such an addition inconvenient. Is it not then natural
that thus situated I should, until the return of my brother, accept the
pressing invitations of such kindly disposed relations as my cousin and
his wife, though their position and circumstances may involve me in a
wider and perhaps gayer circle of acquaintance than that into which I
have hitherto been thrown."
She spoke in a half pleading tone, and with almost tearful eyes, for the
urgent manner in which the subject under discussion had been pressed
upon her consideration, began gradually to work upon her mind in the
manner we have described.
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