Mary Seaham: A Novel. Volume 3 of 3Grey, Mrs. (Elizabeth Caroline)
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Mary Seaham: A Novel. Volume 3 of 3
Grey, Mrs. (Elizabeth Caroline)
Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Mary smiled upon him, as if she needed no other excuse.
"How well you look, Mary!" Eugene continued, gazing on the countenance
of his companion, lit up, as it was, by the glow of animated pleasure,
"happier, better, than when I saw you last--too well, I am almost
tempted to think, and too happy, considering the circumstances of our
case. I--you must allow, look far less so."
Mary gazed with tender anxiety into her lover's face. Was she then
really to suppose that the change she remarked upon his handsome
countenance, since the happy Silverton days, was caused by his love for
her?
The haggard cheek--the restless, unhealthful fire which burnt in those
dark eyes! A thrill of womanly pleasure was mixed with the tender pain
the idea inspired.
"You certainly do not look as well as when at Silverton," she answered
with a gentle sigh, as the many associations those words conjured up,
rose before her; "but your expedition to the Moors will do you so much
good. If you have been in London all this time, I do not wonder at your
feeling ill. As for my looks," she added, "no doubt at this moment they
are bright and happy--you must not judge of them in general from their
appearance now, not that I mean to say I am not happier, and perhaps
therefore looking better than when you saw me last--for then--all was
doubt, and dread, and uncertainty, and I was very miserable--but now
since all that was removed, I have been happy--yes, truly happy in
comparison; though at times I fear I am inclined to be sad and
impatient-hearted. I was spoilt at first by too much unalloyed
happiness, and it is hard to resign oneself to the long and unbroken
separation, I had thought ours must be, but there is the happy prospect
at the end--and this year, long and weary as it may seem--must pass away
like any other."
"This year--yes!" murmured Eugene abstractedly, gazing on the sweet
earnest countenance of the good and gentle speaker--"yes, this year," he
repeated with an impatient flash suddenly lighting up his eyes; "but
you should have been my wife now, Mary," and lowering his voice, "you
_would_ have been, if you had loved me, as I thought you did, and had
not cut so short what I proposed doing during that drive in London."
Mary looked startled and surprised.
"Eugene!" she said, "I know you do not mean what you say--you never, but
in the madness and misery of the moment, could have suggested such an
alternative."
"Why not, dear Mary?"
"Why?" with gentle reproach. "Why--for every reason, Eugene."
"Every one is not so scrupulous as yourself, Mary. Olivia thought it a
great pity we did not avail ourselves of that expedient; she would have
assisted us in every way."
"What, Eugene--you really went so far as to consult with a third person,
on such a subject."
"Oh! Olivia and I, you know, are sworn allies; besides, I believe it was
she who suggested the idea. Ladies are always the first to originate
mischievous designs in our unlucky brains."
Mary shook her head.
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