Arthur turned the lights down, covered him with a travelling-rug, and
left him. He might have been a felon hiding from justice rather than a
triumphant millionaire, and Arthur could not but reflect upon the
strangeness of the spectacle. It was the first time he had looked upon
the lust for gold. His father had acquired wealth, but not in this
way. It had been won by deliberate siege, by steady, patient pressure
which called for high qualities of restraint; if it was a gross
passion, it had elicited certain elements of character that in
themselves were worthy. But this mode of winning wealth had no
dignity. It was a lust. It had the grossness and ferocity of a lust.
It took the brain and body of a man and shattered them with its
tremendous throb. And it was a lust also that had contagion in it. It
was impossible to deny that its subtle virus had already touched his
own heart. During those three days he had been as a man deafened by
the noise of guns; he had stood in the very heart of the explosion, and
had recognised something strong and savage in the scene. It thrilled
him, fascinated him, made all ordinary modes of life trite and tame,
and left him asking, Was not this life indeed?
And he knew it was not. He had only to think of that prostrate,
half-demented man, sunk in the sleep of exhaustion on the couch, only
to recollect the brave and lonely woman waiting for him in Lion Row, to
know that this was not life. Better, better far, the humblest bread
earned in quietness and eaten in peace, than this madness of mere
possession. "A man's life consisteth not in the abundance of things
which he possesseth"--ah no! _things_ are a poor substitute for life,
and to forfeit life in the pursuit of things is man's crowning folly.
An hour later there emerged a Bundy clothed and in his right mind,
fresh-shaved, fresh-bathed, smiling, easy, tolerant. Dinner was served
in Bundy's rooms, and when the meal was over he began to talk freely of
his adventures and affairs.
"You'll never know how good civilised food is till you've gone upon a
diet of salt-horse and biscuit for four months," he remarked. Little
by little he unfolded the story of his travels, a story full of fierce
hazards, Homeric toils, adroit strategies, defeats, despairs,
surprising victories, ending in the supreme moment when he held his
dearly-won concession in his hand, and knew himself master of
incalculable spoil. It was the story of Ulysses, master of men,
diplomat and fighter, swift, strong, and infinitely cunning, retold not
without pride, but with the laconic brevity of the man who counts past
hazards things of no importance.
"Well, I've pulled it off," he cried. "I've paid blood and sweat to do
it. And now, do you know, about the only thing I've left to wish for
is to go to sleep for a month, and wake up in my old bed at home, and
smell the eggs and bacon cooking for my breakfast, and hear the old dog
barking in the garden at the kids."
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