"Mrs. Bundy will be glad to hear the news."
"Yes, I guess she will. I didn't ought to have been away so long.
It's been hard on her. Tell me, now, how was she looking? Older, I'm
afraid, eh?"
And then he fell into a train of tender reminiscence. He talked of how
brave and patient his wife had been, and of the long separation, and of
the boys of whom he had seen so little.
"Sometimes it seems as if it wasn't worth it. It's only a short time
folk have to live together any way, and I've been away from home most
of my life. I don't know but what I'd have been a sight happier if I'd
have lived like other folk, and gone to church Sundays with the kids,
and earned my bit of money in the city, and just had a home. That's
the thing I've never had--a home."
It was a singular confession for a man to make who had just attained
the summit of success. He spoke with an extraordinary simplicity and
tenderness, as if unconscious of an auditor, obedient only to some tide
of memory that rose and swelled within his bosom.
"It's queer, the way we're made," he went on. "Here am I telling you
what I've got by leaving England, and yet, if you're like me, you'll
never have a happy day till you get back again. There's a house me and
Mrs. Bundy lived in when we were first married: it was out Epping way,
and it had a bed of mignonette under the window, and a hay-field just
beyond the garden-wall; and I can smell that mignonette now, and the
hay, and up there in the Yukon I'd wake in the mornings with that smell
in the air, though there wasn't a flower in sight for God knows how
many miles. I don't believe I could bear to see that house again. Yet
if I could just go back, and be young again, I guess I'd give all the
gold in the Yukon to do it--and then repent my bargain, and go off to
get some more. Well, that's the way we're made. We don't know what we
want, and with all our trying we get the wrong thing after all, most
like."
He ended abruptly.
"I oughtn't to be talking like this. I guess it's mere foolishness.
Well, let us come to business. There's something I want to say to you.
It's about your father. Now, did Mrs. Bundy ever tell you that your
father once helped me when I was in difficulties?"
"Yes, she told me that."
"She did, eh? Well, I've never forgotten it. Of course I've paid the
money back long ago, but you can't pay a debt like that with money.
I've always wanted to do more than that, and now the chance has come to
me. I can't do anything for your father, but there's something I would
like to do for you."
"You've already done a great deal, for which I am deeply grateful,"
said Arthur.
"Ah, that's a bagatelle! I mean something permanent. Now, how would
it suit you if I made you secretary to my Dredging Company? You could
draw five thousand dollars a year for a beginning, and I'd assign you
shares in the company besides."
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