On that long westward journey he had had time to reflect on many
things. New York had already sunk into the past like a disordered
dream. Legion and Horner were alike unsubstantial figures, shapes that
had moved for an instant on a tinted cloud and had disappeared. But
Bundy travelled with him; the spirit of the man still warmed his heart
like a cordial. He saw his honest features wet with tears as he
recalled his home; heard his reverberating eloquence in Parlour A.; was
subdued and reverent before the generosity and ardour of the man. He
had parted with him two days after that memorable midnight
conversation. He was now upon his way to England--and Mrs. Bundy. If
Arthur could have chosen, he would have wished to be the sole architect
of his own fortunes. That had been his proud dream, and he had been
slow to relinquish it. His pride had struggled to the last against
Bundy's generosity, until remonstrance seemed ungracious and insulting.
He saw now that that pride was the least worthy thing about him. The
refusal to accept generosity was scarcely less base than the refusal to
confer it. God had not designed man to stand alone; He had surrounded
him with a network of obligations and relationships; total independence
was impossible in a world where all living creatures existed by a
dependence on each other. He had been in peril of becoming an Ishmael
by renunciation of the social bond; Bundy had re-created that social
bond for him.
And, strangely enough, Bundy's generosity owed itself to a similar
generosity in his father--the father whom he had deserted. There was
plentiful food for irony in that thought. He had condemned his
father's mode of life, applied to him unsparing judgments, fled from
him; and here, six thousand miles away, he was travelling toward an
opportunity that would not have existed but for a quality of goodness
in Archibold Masterman. He had refused partnership with his father in
London; here, in a strange and distant land, he was still the partner
of his father's deeds. The thought sensibly softened his heart toward
his father. He had long ago ceased to think of him with anger; enmity
he had never felt; now there came to him a gush of tender recollection,
and with it the power of truer comprehension. He saw that no man is
either wholly good or wholly bad; that character cannot be limned in
plain black and white; that a thousand delicate gradations separate yet
unite the two extremes; and that the final verdict on any man lies
beyond the human mind. Man must be taken as he is; he is at all times
a contradiction, an enigma, a creature that exceeds his category. To
see this is to become human; to miss this vision is to remain a
Pharisee, whose cardinal defect is inhumanity. And it was this wider
and more charitable temper that came to birth in him as he reflected on
the new course his life had taken.
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