From his pocket he took a bundle of letters, and re-read them slowly.
The latest in date was from Elizabeth, and it closed with a phrase that
had clamoured in his memory through all that week of journeying--"Well
I know my true knight will not fail me." No emotional utterance could
have moved his so deeply. It was the affirmation of a vow which he
knew would endure as long as time, and after. It braced his spirit to
repeat it; he accepted with a swelling heart its brave implication, and
wore it like a badge of honour.
The longest letter was from Vickars. It was the last letter he had
received before he left New York, and he had read it so often that he
almost knew it by heart. "I have shot my arrow in the air," he wrote,
"and God alone knows where it may fall. My book is out, and there are
some signs that it may succeed. You know what I mean by that. The
only success I crave is to influence other minds in right directions.
Men have called me a dreamer, perhaps you yourself have thought so too;
but I know, and I think you know, that I have dreamed true. We are
moving toward a revolution. It is impossible that the present system
can endure much longer. My message is for the day after the revolution
is accomplished. Then will begin the reconstruction of life again from
the base upward, a simpler and an ampler life. It is for that day I
write, and my bones will thrill to it even in the grave. As for me, I
am like Balaam; I shall see it, but not now; I shall behold it, but not
nigh. Even so, I am content." There followed a fuller expression of
his social ideals, and the whole closed with this paragraph--"Your
mother came to see us last week. It was a great but very happy
surprise. Can you guess what we talked of? Of you, Arthur. For we
three know you as no others do, and we love you, and believe in you.
She kissed Elizabeth at parting, and said, 'Some day----' and then
stopped; but we knew what she meant. Well, you must work on toward
that some day. Poor lady! Deal tenderly with her. I think she has
sore wounds in her heart, and remember it was harder for her to part
from you than for you to go. By so much her quiet sacrifice is greater
than yours. She is the tarrier by the stuff, a harder lot, I think,
than his that goes down into the battle."
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