He stopped suddenly, with a lift of the shoulders, as if he shook off
the burden of that squalid past. But the rude words had left the son
inexpressibly touched. A swift picture passed before his mind of a
gaunt boy toiling over heavy tasks, ill-paid, cruelly used, wandering
out into the world lonely and unguided, and a strong passion of pity
and of wonder shook his heart. Above all, those artless words, "Sons
shouldn't hit their fathers, anyway," fell upon him with the weight of
a reproach. Had he not already condemned his father in his thoughts?
He had known very well to whom Clark alluded in his sermon, and yet he
had approved. He had entered the office that morning with the fixed
intent of endorsing Clark's tacit accusation of his father. And now he
found himself suddenly disarmed. That old sense of something big about
his father came back to him with redoubled force. To start like that,
shovelling clay in a brickyard for twelve hours a day, and to become
what he was--oh! it needed a big man to do that, an Esau who was
scarcely to be judged by the standards of smooth-skinned, home-staying
Jacobs.
"I didn't know you had suffered all that, father. You never told me
that before."
"There's a sight of things I've suffered that I wouldn't like you to
know. But they were all in the day's work, and I don't complain. And
that's one thing I want to say to you, and I may as well say it now.
You've got a start I never had, and you won't suffer what I suffered,
but I want you to know that the world's a pretty hard place to live in
anyway. You can't go through it without being badly hurt somewhere.
You've got to take what you want, or you won't get it. Talking isn't
going to mend things: life's a big strong beast, and it isn't words but
a bit and bridle and a whip a man needs who is going to succeed. Now
you're at the talking stage, and I don't complain. You admire talkers
like Clark, and you think they are doing no end of good, don't you?
Well, you'll learn better presently. You'll find that the world goes
on much the same as it ever did, in spite of the talkers. I want you
to digest that fact just as soon as you can, and then you'll be ready
to step down into the thick of life where I am, and help me do the
things I want to do."
"But, father, is what Clark said concerning you true?"
"Do you want to discuss it with me?"
"No; I have no right to ask that."
"Yes, you have. I want you to join in the business when you're ready,
and you've a right to know what kind of business it is, and, if you
like to put it so, what kind of person your partner is."
"He is my father, and I love him. That is enough," said Arthur proudly.
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