"Ah! you may laugh, but let me tell you he'd have made a first-rate
parson if he'd gone to college, and started fair."
She spoke with heat, which immediately passed into laughter, as she
caught a glimpse of the whimsicality of the thing.
"Ye canna' say Bundy has not a fine flow of language when he chooses,
and he can look as solemn as a bishop, and I'm sure he would have had a
fine bedside manner," she continued. "But my belief is that a man who
can do one thing well can do any other thing just as well."
"That's a consoling faith, at any rate."
"It isn't a faith, it's a fact. It's just a question of ability. The
worst of you London-bred lads is that you all want a place made for
you, and you don't see that the strong man makes a place for himself."
Arthur did not quite like that, and he liked it the less because he
knew that it was true. For was not he London bred? Had not his path
been made easy for him? And how could that happen without some
emasculation of nature? To grow up in streets, carefully paved and
graded, punctually lit at night; to live in houses where a hundred
conveniences sprang up to meet the idle hand, to be guarded from
offence, provided for without exertion--ah, how different that life
from the primitive life of man, familiar with rain and tempest, with a
hundred rude and moving accidents, always poised upon the edge of
peril, and existing instant by instant by an indomitable exercise of
will and strength! For the first time he caught a vital glimpse of the
primeval life of man, and recognised its self-sufficing dignity. For
the first time he realised that the essence of all true living lay in
daring. It was a truth which neither London nor Oxford had imparted to
him. He had not even learned it through his own father, whom he knew
conventionally rather than really. Strangely enough, it came to him
now through the talk of Mrs. Bundy, wise with a wisdom which
vicissitude alone could teach, and through the somewhat sorry epic of
her husband's hazardous adventures.
"The strong man makes a place for himself"--it was sound doctrine and
indubitable fact as well; but was he one of the strong? The question
hung upon the confines of his mind, a whispered interrogation, which
disturbed and sometimes tortured him. Youth is always a little
ludicrous, often pathetically ludicrous, and in nothing so much as in
its capacity for taking itself seriously. Life seems such an immensely
solemn business at one-and-twenty. Later on we discover that the
decisions on which we supposed angels waited are of scant interest to
any one but ourselves, and that the world goes on much the same
whatever we do or say.
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