"Listen, Arthur. I must go back through the years to the time when I
married your father. I was young, gay, inexperienced, and as
lighthearted as a girl could be. Your father had a greatness of his
own--never think that I doubt that--and when I first met him I thought
him the most wonderful man in all the world. No man was ever better
calculated to impress the senses of a young girl. I gave him what was
almost adoration, unthinking adoration. Of course I knew that I shared
only one part of his life, but what did I care? Women are usually
content if men love them; they do not care to ask what kind of life the
men they trust live when they are away from them. Of the nature of
your father's business life I could hardly form a guess. It was not my
concern, and I was happy in my ignorance until--until a day came when I
had to know.
"I will spare you details, Arthur. I have said enough when I say that
the discovery I made was that your father's business was based on
merciless chicanery and fraud. I begged him on my knees to alter it.
I told him that I was willing to live anywhere, to do anything, to
suffer any privation, rather than eat dishonest bread. At first he
argued with me, as one might with a foolish child. He told me he was
no worse than other people--all businesses were like that; he was as
good as circumstances permitted; and he laughed at what he called my
pretty Puritanism. Then, when he saw that I was in earnest, he grew
angry.
"'Haven't I given you everything you possess?' he cried.
"'You shall give me no more,' I answered. 'You have taken from me much
more than you gave.'
"'What have I taken?'
"'My belief in you, my belief in life,' I answered. And then, in my
hot anger, I told him all that I had learned, and how I abhorred to
live softly at the price of cruel suffering in others, and refused to
profit by the wages of robbery. He turned pale at that, for he saw
that I knew something which went beyond legalised dishonesty.
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