She could not avoid sinking down upon the stone bench, placed beside the
door; and she covered her face with her apron. The Surgeon taxed himself
to console her with vague assurances; but it was evident that he himself
had no longer confidence in his efforts. Overcome by the implacable
power of the contagion, he persevered in struggling against it, without
hope and from a sense of duty, as soldiers, for the honour of their
flag, defend silently a post that has been abandoned. So, perceiving
that his words, far from soothing the grief of Geneviève, did but
redouble it, he turned towards the keeper, and, having briefly repeated
to him some directions already given for the child, he went his way.
Ropars remained some moments on one spot, with his arms crossed and his
head upon his breast; but a still deeper groan from Geneviève caused him
to raise his eyes. He took her hand.
--"It isn't time for despair yet," said he, with gentle firmness; "when
God shall have decided against us, your whole life-time will be left for
grief. At present, let us devote ourselves to our duty, and follow
strictly the injunctions of the doctor."
--"And he has told us nothing at all!" said the mother, who at heart
felt half-incensed against the Surgeon, for not having more vigorously
combatted her fears; "he has not given us any hope!"
--"God is the master," replied Mathieu, in all simplicity, "and so long
as he has not declared his pleasure, we may believe that all will work
well; but if the darling creature must be taken from our hands, let us
at least to the last moment show him, how keen is our desire to keep
her."
Hereupon the feverish voice of the child reached their ears.
--"Hark, she's calling me!" cried Geneviève, rising in urgent haste to
go in. Ropars stopped her.
--"Dry your eyes first," said he, passing his own hand with fond
compassion over the poor mother's moistened eyelids; "Josèphe mustn't
think that you are anxious. Don't you know that her life may depend on
this?"
--"Yes, yes," she answered, "fear not, Mathieu, I will not cry any
more;" and she forcibly restrained the tears that were filling her eyes
afresh... "Look, no one would notice it now... And the doctors, besides,
may be mistaken, mayn't they?... And after all, God will have pity on
us."
--"We must hope so," replied the keeper, much moved; "but if it is his
part to have pity, it is ours to show resignation. Bear up, then, good
heart; go to the child with a smile; it will do her good; and first of
all ... kiss me ... that we may keep up each other's resolution."
Josèphe's mother threw her arms around her husband's neck, and gave way
to a new flood of tears. But she checked them at the sound of the sick
one's voice calling her for the second time, and, by a supreme effort
thrusting down her despair into the very depths of her heart, she rushed
into the house with calm brow and a smile upon her lips.
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