Mattie:—A Stray (Vol 3 of 3)Robinson, F. W. (Frederick William)
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Mattie:—A Stray (Vol 3 of 3)
Robinson, F. W. (Frederick William)
English fiction -- 19th century
"Indeed--why not?"
"We don't give up our best friends, those who have won upon our hearts
most, in a hurry."
"Do you mean that for me, or is that another side to your confounded
obstinacy? Won't you give her up to me, her father?"
"If you wish it. I cannot set myself in opposition to you. The
remembrance of a dear father of my own would not lead me, did I possess
the power, to stand in opposition to you."
"You--will side with me, then, in telling her that it is not right to
stay here?"
"Not right! You thought so once?"
"Not for an instant."
"She is here with your consent?"
"Did she tell you that? Don't please say that my Mattie ever told you
that?"
Sidney considered. No, she had not said so, he remembered.
"She came against my will, full of a foolish idea of doing you good, and
no power of mine could stop her," said Gray.
"Against your will?"
"I said she did," said Mr. Gray, sharply; "don't you believe me?"
"Yes--I believe you. But this is very singular."
Sidney bit his nails, and reflected on this new discovery. After a few
moments he said, "Mr. Gray, I have been forgiving you all the past
torture for the sake of your kindness in allowing Mattie to constitute
herself my guardian."
"Rubbish!"
"My guardian angel, I might say; for she has saved me from despair, and
turned my thoughts away from many deep and bitter things. I was turning
against myself, my life, my God, in the very despair of being of use in
the world, and she saved me. Do you blame her coming now?"
Mr. Gray took time to consider that question. He bit his nails in his
turn, and looked steadily at the young man, who had altered very much
for the better.
"I don't find fault with the result--there!" and Mr. Gray looked as
though he had made a great concession.
"You would not be a true minister if you did," said Sidney; "and you are
not a true father if you don't value the sterling gold in Mattie's
character. Pure gold, with no dross in the crucible--not an atom's
worth, as I'm a living sinner!"
"We're all living sinners, young man," said he, getting up and beginning
to pace the room, as he had paced it, preaching meanwhile, a month ago,
and nearly driven Sidney Hinchford out of his mind.
"Do you object to sitting down?" asked Sidney, after bearing with these
heavy perambulations for a time.
"Presently; I am going to speak to you in a minute."
"Not in the old fashion, please," said Sidney, quite plaintively;
"although I can put up with more now; for Mattie's sake I'll even listen
to a sermon, if you'll give me fair warning when you're going to begin,
and how long it is likely to last."
"For your soul's sake, as well as Mattie's, you mean, I hope?"
"Anything--anything you like!"
"As careless of heavenly matters as ever, I believe. The task of
reformation still unperformed--perhaps left for me, unworthy instrument
that I am."
"Exactly."
"Eh?"
"We are all unworthy instruments as well as living sinners, you know,"
said Sidney, drily.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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