Adventure stories, English; France -- History -- Consulate and First Empire, 1799-1815 -- Fiction; Soldiers of fortune -- Fiction
At about eight o’clock, as I was sitting on my bed--if that inclined
plane of wood, worn by the form of many a former prisoner, could deserve
the name--a sergeant entered with the prison allowance of bread and
water. He placed it beside me without speaking, and stood for a few
seconds gazing at me.
‘What age art thou, lad?’ said he, in a voice of compassionate interest.
‘Something over fifteen, I believe,’ replied I.
‘Hast father and mother?’
‘Both are dead!’
‘Uncles or aunts living?’
‘Neither.’
‘Hast any friends who could help thee?’
‘That might depend on what the occasion for help should prove, for I
have one friend in the world.’
‘Who is he?’
‘Colonel Mahon, of the Cuirassiers.’
‘I never heard of him--is he here?’
‘No, I left him at Nancy; but I could write to him.’
‘It would be too late, much too late.’
‘How do you mean--too late?’ asked I tremblingly.
‘Because it is fixed for to-morrow evening,’ replied he in a low,
hesitating voice.
‘What? the--the----’ I could not say the word, but merely imitated the
motion of presenting and firing. He nodded gravely in acquiescence.
‘What hour is it to take place?’ asked I.
‘After evening parade. The sentence must be signed by General Berthier,
and he will not be here before that time.’
‘It would be too late then, sergeant,’ said I, musing, ‘far too late.
Still I should like to write the letter; I should like to thank him for
his kindness in the past, and show him, too, that I have not been either
unworthy or ungrateful. Could you let me have paper and pen, sergeant?’
‘I can venture so far, lad; but I cannot let thee have a light, it is
against orders; and during the day, thou ‘ll be too strictly watched.*
‘No matter; let me have the paper, and I’ll try to scratch a few lines
in the dark; and thou ‘lt post it for me, sergeant? I ask thee as a last
favour to do this.’
‘I promise it,’ said he, laying his hand on my shoulder. After standing
for a few minutes thus in silence, he started suddenly and left the
cell.
I now tried to eat my supper, but although resolved on behaving with a
stout and unflinching courage throughout the whole sad event, I could
not swallow a mouthful. A sense of choking stopped me at every attempt,
and even the water I could only get down by gulps. The efforts I made
to bear up seemed to have caused a species of hysterical excitement that
actually rose to the height of intoxication, for I talked away loudly to
myself, laughed and sung. I even jested and mocked myself on this sudden
termination of a career that I used to anticipate as stored with future
fame and rewards. At intervals, I have no doubt that my mind wandered
far beyond the control of reason, but as constantly came back again to a
full consciousness of my melancholy position, and the fate that awaited
me. The noise of the key in the door silenced my ravings, and I sat
motionless as the sergeant entered with the pen, ink, and paper, which
he laid down upon the bed, and then as silently withdrew.
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