Diary, I am afflicted with the morning-after sensation. I wish I had
not written to Mr. Denton. What will he think of me? And yet, it seems
almost justifiable, after all. For surely I am quite bed-ridden enough
not to have my impulses questioned or to be accused of a sentimental,
ulterior motive. And it is certainly patent to the most out-and-out
sceptic that I shall have to get all my Romance vicariously.
It's a nice day. Peter-who-lives-next-door came in this morning to
display an infinitesimal, bandaged thumb. He "sat on a firecracker,"
he said, which seems to have had an odd reaction. Peter has been so
busy growing up of late that every time he hurtles into my quiet room
I am convinced that I can see him sprout. He has a cupboard love for
Sarah, but I think that his affection for me is simon-pure. Little
boys are awfully dear. I have a proprietary interest in Peter. The
night he was born I watched the lights of the house next door until my
eyes closed of themselves. And ever since he was a round, big-eyed
baby, he has had the freedom of this house. Today, he sat upon my bed
and informed me that he was "goin' visitin'." I gather that his
mother, Mrs. Goodrich, has a school friend who is spending the summer
some forty miles away, at a small hotel. I asked Peter if he were
eager to go.
"And leave me?" I asked plaintively.
"I'll be home soon," answered Peter, evasively. "An' Aunt Lily's awful
nice--but awful old--as old as Mother," added the ungallant child.
Peter is seven. His pretty mother is twenty-eight!
I envy Mrs. Goodrich very much. I envy her Peter with a passion almost
pain; and now I find myself envying her a school friend! Girls, young
women, are almost as strange to me as men. Those I know in Green Hill
are charming creatures and very sweet to me. They come to me with
their knitting, their sewing, their love affairs. But a community of
interests is not ours. As they chatter on, I can only wonder wistfully
what it must be like to golf and swim, ride and play tennis, picnic
and dance; to do all the "every day" things which they take so much
for granted.
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