Well, first of all, there's Father; and second, there is Sarah.
In order to rightly visualize Father, you must imagine all the
strength and gentleness in the world, made man. And to be truly
aware of Sarah, you must picture an aging fairy, who brings you
just what you want on trays and things, before you know you want
them; who creeps in to tuck you up before you realize you are
about to grow chilly. Father is big and grey and brown; Sarah is
like New England, just before spring; very reticent, and most
tender beneath a wintry exterior. She has been nurse and servant,
mother and friend to me, since that day when, after the doctors
had agreed that there was no open door through which I might
escape into health again, they brought me back here to live out
the rest of my life. And of course no category would be complete
without a mention of Peter, who is quite the most delightful
lover that ever a girl could have.
Then there's our cottage, a small red edifice, rather
weather-beaten. It is close to the hills; I think that they care
for it, in so friendly a manner do they regard its very windows.
In spring it is very intimate with the apple blossoms, which toss
rosy sprays into the crystal air to break about its feet. In
summer, as now, the roses pour white and red and golden wine on
the doorstep. In autumn, the gayest leaves come drifting by to
settle on the verandah, and even the snow seems to like it, so
high and white does it heap itself about the doors.
Inside, the very best of the house is in my room. Father calls it
the "Heart of the Home." If it is that, it beats in grey and
rose, and lovely old blue. Grey in the walls and floor, and rose
and blue in the cretonnes of curtains and mahogany furniture. All
day long I lie in a four-poster bed, which belonged to a great,
great, grandmamma, and is stationed in a big bay-window. I can
look out over the hills, which in fancy I am always climbing.
Many people come to see me here. They bring me their troubles and
their joys, and I suffer and am glad with them, vicariously. One
by one you shall meet them as our correspondence continues. For
indeed, I hope it will. But with just one condition. Never by
hook or crook or dark wiles, must you procure my name from our
"postman." For then the spell will break, and I will vanish like
the apparitions in the fairy stories.
That blot is where I stopped to look at an absurd cow which
wandered slowly across my line of vision, over the road and into
the orchard. Such an amusing and defiant tail! So melancholy an
eye!
It has been raining this morning, and now there is palest
sunlight through veils of mist. Somewhere, a bird is being very
happy about something. Through an open window comes the fragrance
of growing, rain-wet things. Surely you, city-bound, miss half of
life.
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