May Fair : $b being an entertainment purporting to reveal to gentlefolk the real state of affairs existing in the very heart of London during the fifteenth and sixteenth years of the reign of His Majesty King George the Fifth: together with suitable reflections on the last follies, misadventures and galanteries of these charming peopleArlen, Michael
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May Fair : $b being an entertainment purporting to reveal to gentlefolk the real state of affairs existing in the very heart of London during the fifteenth and sixteenth years of the reign of His Majesty King George the Fifth: together with suitable reflections on the last follies, misadventures and galanteries of these charming people
Arlen, Michael
Great Britain -- History -- George V, 1910-1936 -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
He said that about the importance of Playmate Place quite seriously.
And, you know, I took it quite as seriously. A dream or vision or
whatever it was, that has lasted fresh in a man’s mind from the age of
nine to the age of forty-nine is, after all, a thing to be taken
seriously. I haven’t, as a rule, much patience with dreams; and there’s
a deal too much talk of dreams in the novels of the day, for it’s so
easy to write “dream”; but Hugh’s, as they say, rather “got” me.
He never spoke about it to Lamoir. “I began to, several times,” he said,
“but somehow I never went on. You see, there was such a difference
between our life together and the way we had been together in that
garden. I mean, such a tremendous difference in spirit. She was the
same, but I--well, I was the same, too, but only that ‘same’ which had
jeered at the word ‘playmate.’ It’s difficult to explain. I knew, you
see, as I said things that might hurt her, that I was in the wrong--and
I didn’t want to say them, either--but somehow it was in me to say them
and so I said them. It’s somehow the impulses you can’t put into words
that are the strongest.”
The marriage of Hugh and Lamoir appeared to have gone much the same way
as most marriages. At first they were very happy, and they were quite
certain that they were going to be even happier. Then they thought that
perhaps they were not so happy as they had been, and then they were
quite certain that they were not so happy as they had been. Hugh said it
was more or less like that.
Hugh, at the time, had thought privately that this was because Lamoir
did not take very much interest in his collections of fine things. Not
that he wasn’t quite contented with his marriage. Good Lord, contented!
I wonder what Lamoir thought about that. Contented! But she never
confided, that quiet Lamoir.
It was a great unhappiness to her, Hugh said, that there were no
children. A very great unhappiness. He hadn’t, he admitted, minded so
much, because year by year he was growing more absorbed in his
collections. Throughout his married life he would go off searching
Europe for pieces. Italy, Greece, Spain. At first he used to take Lamoir
with him, but later on she would stay at home. She preferred that, Hugh
said. She wouldn’t stay in the London house, but at Langton Weaver, the
house which was larger but not so clean-looking as Playmate Place.
Lamoir lived in the garden and the park. I met Hugh and Lamoir in the
last years of their life together, and whenever I went to stay at
Langton Weaver I would find Lamoir in the park. She would generally be
standing just off a path, quite still, wearing gardening-gloves, and
looking thoughtfully down at the flowers. Then she would touch one here
and there. She was gardening.
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