May Fair : $b being an entertainment purporting to reveal to gentlefolk the real state of affairs existing in the very heart of London during the fifteenth and sixteenth years of the reign of His Majesty King George the Fifth: together with suitable reflections on the last follies, misadventures and galanteries of these charming peopleArlen, Michael
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May Fair : $b being an entertainment purporting to reveal to gentlefolk the real state of affairs existing in the very heart of London during the fifteenth and sixteenth years of the reign of His Majesty King George the Fifth: together with suitable reflections on the last follies, misadventures and galanteries of these charming people
Arlen, Michael
Great Britain -- History -- George V, 1910-1936 -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
So, Hugh said, ten years passed; and he, when he thought of it at all,
would think theirs a happy enough marriage, as marriages go. Reality,
after all, couldn’t be so good as dreams, ever. That is what he thought.
And he loved Lamoir. He was a collector of fine things, and so it was
bred in his bone to love Lamoir. She loved him, too. Sometimes in quite
a strange abandoned way, for a woman who had been married so long. In
quite an un-English way, when you came to think of it--although it can’t
be in the least “un-English” to be passionate, but one gets into the
habit of saying the idiotic things that English novelists say. Lamoir
would say things unmentionable and beautiful, in the rare moments. But,
somehow, those rarest moments would never be of Hugh’s contriving, not
after the first year or so. They would come suddenly, out of the night
of ordinary marriage, they would come like angels with silent wings. And
Lamoir would be the voice of the angel with silent wings, and Lamoir in
those rarest moments would be the very body and soul of love. But Hugh
couldn’t woo those moments. Perhaps no man ever can. It may be, Hugh
said, that there’s a frontier to any woman’s love for any man, and
beyond that frontier is the unknowable darkness and unknowable light,
and from that secret place can leap a passion that no man in the world
is worthy to woo. It just comes or it doesn’t come.
These moments did not come when he thought they would, when he expected
them. She would somehow be passive then, somehow there yet not there.
Then suddenly, when he had got used to the hurt of her “coldness,” out
of the night of ordinary marriage would sweep the angel with the silent
wings in the body and the voice of Lamoir. Hugh said that sometimes the
song of the sirens was in Lamoir’s voice, but if Hugh was right about
that Ulysses must have been just a silly old man and the sirens
darlings.
IV
For Hugh, his pleasure in travelling was given an exquisite point by
returning to Lamoir. That was when he seemed to love her most, as he
returned to her. One gets out of the habit of being desirous if one
stays in the home all the time. And Lamoir would be waiting for him,
sweet and still. He thought of her all the time, as he returned towards
her.
Once, nine years ago, he returned to her by night. He had been away from
England for four or five months, and, arriving that evening in London,
he had dined quickly and taken the first train down to Langton Weaver.
It was a cool July night, loaded with stars. He had walked the two
miles from the railway station.
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