May Fair : $b being an entertainment purporting to reveal to gentlefolk the real state of affairs existing in the very heart of London during the fifteenth and sixteenth years of the reign of His Majesty King George the Fifth: together with suitable reflections on the last follies, misadventures and galanteries of these charming peopleArlen, Michael
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May Fair : $b being an entertainment purporting to reveal to gentlefolk the real state of affairs existing in the very heart of London during the fifteenth and sixteenth years of the reign of His Majesty King George the Fifth: together with suitable reflections on the last follies, misadventures and galanteries of these charming people
Arlen, Michael
Great Britain -- History -- George V, 1910-1936 -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
Hugh was happy as he walked. He was conscious of his happiness, of his
health, of his strength. Hugh was forty then, a dry, taut forty. And the
idea of Lamoir, white and supple, was like a temptation that exalted and
ennobled. The sky was almost Italian, Hugh said, the stars were so
unusually clear and bright. He walked, not up the drive towards the
door, but across the lawn towards the three French windows of the
drawing-room. They showed a faint bronze light. Lamoir was there. She
was sitting in a Dorothy chair of old blue velvet, reading. A lamp in a
bowl of yellow amber lit the book, but her face was only a frail
whiteness, and her hair was as though veiled. He pushed open a window
which was unlatched. He called: “Lamoir!”
She made that gesture he knew so well, loved so well. Lamoir would not
be Lamoir without that gesture. Always, at first sight of him returning
to her, she would make that gesture. It was delicious with a lure which
he never could explain. It was as though she was afraid of her love for
him. Towards her heart, the gesture was: but faint, not definite: a hand
like a white bird, fluttering, fluttering vainly, fluttering out of
stillness, fluttering back into stillness--all in a second. Lamoir, you
see, had a weak heart, and that was why, maybe, she was born so still,
to balance the weakness of her heart.
And it was always the same with him when he saw her after an absence.
The world stood still, no living thing moved but Lamoir’s hand and his
infinite desire. The pleasure of seeing her was exquisite, like a pain.
In all his life Hugh had known no woman but Lamoir. Seeing her now, the
earth and sky held only himself and her and the thing that was between
them. That vivid thing with eyes of fire which can be beautiful or
beastly. She troubled him and exalted him, and somehow his love for her
would be stabbed by a queer sense of terror, which he never could
explain. And she was so still, so passive, unknowable. But her eyes, as
he made to touch her, adored him.
She lay beside him a long time in the delicious silence of love before
she spoke and said: “Good-bye, Hugh.”
He thought she must have gone mad. He stared at her, through the
darkness. “Good-bye?” he echoed.
“Yes,” she said, and that was all she said.
He had put out the light in the bowl of yellow amber. He lay in the
darkness, understanding nothing. Then his mind grew darker than the
room, and he just managed to say:
“But, Lamoir, are you mad? Good-bye! What do you mean?”
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