May Fair : $b being an entertainment purporting to reveal to gentlefolk the real state of affairs existing in the very heart of London during the fifteenth and sixteenth years of the reign of His Majesty King George the Fifth: together with suitable reflections on the last follies, misadventures and galanteries of these charming peopleArlen, Michael
History
May Fair : $b being an entertainment purporting to reveal to gentlefolk the real state of affairs existing in the very heart of London during the fifteenth and sixteenth years of the reign of His Majesty King George the Fifth: together with suitable reflections on the last follies, misadventures and galanteries of these charming people
Arlen, Michael
Great Britain -- History -- George V, 1910-1936 -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
He could not see her eyes, because they were closed. But still the dusk
lacked the courage to steal the red from her mouth, and the Duke saw
that her mouth was parted in a queer sad smile.
“Why do you smile?” he whispered, and he said unsteadily: “I know why.
You do not believe I love you, you do not believe I know how to love,
you think me the shallow, vain braggart that I have shown to you in the
guise of myself until this moment. But I love you, Ava, more than life.
I love you, Ava, with all the youthful love I had for your sister
increased a thousandfold by the knowledge I now have of myself: for it
is by loving that men come to know themselves, and it is by knowing
themselves in all humility that men can love with the depths of their
hearts. Ava, I do love you terribly! Won’t you speak, won’t you say one
word, do you disdain my love so utterly as that? Yet I can’t blame you,
for I have spent my life in proving that my love is despicable. I have
been proud, pitiless, impious. I am soiled. But, Ava, even a fool may
come to know the depths of his folly; and I who know so much of desire,
dearly beloved, know that I have never loved until this moment. Still
you won’t speak? Ava, I did not think you so ungenerous when in my
vanity I first fell under your gentle enchantment. Dear, your silence is
destroying all of me but my love. Won’t you give me even so much as a
queen will give a beggar, that, had he been another man in another
world, he might have kissed her hand?”
Now night had extinguished all but the last tapers of twilight, and in
the dark silence the maid whispered to his ear: “Your Grace, she is
asleep.”
VII
The Duke told his chauffeur outside Miss Lamb’s hotel that he would not
need him again that evening, he would walk. But he had not walked above
a dozen yards across the Place Vendôme, regardless of his direction,
regardless of the traffic, when the breathless voice of his valet
detained him. Stormily the Duke swung about.
“This telegram,” the valet panted, “came the minute after you had left
this afternoon. I feared, your Grace, it might be important, and took
the liberty to follow you.”
The Duke’s face paled as he read. The telegram was from the hall-porter
of his club in St. James’s Street. The valet, an old servant, was
concerned at his master’s pale looks: but he was even more concerned at
the sudden smile that twisted them.
“I hope I did right, your Grace.”
“Quite right, Martin.” And suddenly the young Duke smiled a happy smile.
“You have brought me this wire at just the right moment. I can’t,
Martin, thank you enough. Meanwhile, old friend, go back and pack.
Everything. We are for Mall to-night. Paris is no place for an
Englishman to die in. For pity’s sake, Martin, don’t look so _gaga_--but
go!”
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