May Fair : $b being an entertainment purporting to reveal to gentlefolk the real state of affairs existing in the very heart of London during the fifteenth and sixteenth years of the reign of His Majesty King George the Fifth: together with suitable reflections on the last follies, misadventures and galanteries of these charming peopleArlen, Michael
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May Fair : $b being an entertainment purporting to reveal to gentlefolk the real state of affairs existing in the very heart of London during the fifteenth and sixteenth years of the reign of His Majesty King George the Fifth: together with suitable reflections on the last follies, misadventures and galanteries of these charming people
Arlen, Michael
Great Britain -- History -- George V, 1910-1936 -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
Miss Lamb’s maid did not attempt to conceal her surprise at the Duke’s
quick reappearance at the door of the suite. But the young man’s face
was so strangely set that she had not the heart to deny him sight of her
mistress.
“I’ll be,” she sighed, “dismissed!”
The Duke smiled, and maybe he never was so handsome nor so gay as at
that moment.
The maid said: “My mistress still sleeps. It is when she is happy that
she sleeps.”
“Happy? Does it make a woman happy, then, to see a man destroyed by
love?”
“It is more comfortable, your Grace, to be loved than to love. But I
know nothing of my mistress’s heart. I came to her service only the
other day. Yes, she is asleep. And the room is dark.”
The Duke said: “Good! This is indeed my lucky day.”
“I leave you, your Grace. And if I am dismissed?”
“I count you as my friend. I do not forget my friends. Leave me now.”
But a few minutes before he had left that room in a storm of rage. Now,
a great peace was on him. He let the minutes pass by, standing there in
the soft darkness, a man condemned to death. His life behind him lay
like a soiled wilderness through which smirked and pirouetted an unclean
travesty of himself. The gates of death looked to him clean and
beautiful. He did not wish his life had been otherwise: he regretted not
a minute of waste, not one inconstancy, not one folly: he regretted not
a strand that had gone to the making of the mad silly tapestry of his
life, he was glad that all had been as it had been so that he could now
be as he was, a man who understood himself and could die with a heart
cleansed of folly and sacred to love.
To the windows of the quiet dark room rose the chatter of the lounging
traffic of the Place Vendôme. The Duke listened, and smiled. Brown eyes
and scarlet lips, blue eyes and scarlet lips, black hair and golden hair
and tawny hair, lazy smile and merry smile and greedy smile and bored
smile, little breathless laughs, little meaningless laughs and sharp
cries of pleasure, dresses of Chanel, Patou, Vionnet, Molyneux--round
and round the Place Vendôme they went, like automata on a bejewelled
merry-go-round. And the Duke saw himself sitting in motor-cars first
beside one and then beside another, talking, talking, whispering,
sighing, yawning....
As the minutes passed his sight began to distinguish the objects in the
room. On a table some roses were fainting in a bowl. He made obeisance
and kissed a rose, for kissing a rose will clean a man’s lips. Then he
knelt beside the still figure on the couch and he kissed her mouth.
“Oh!” she cried, and she cried: “You thief!”
He said: “Your voice is so cold that ice would seem like fire beside it.
But I don’t care.” And again he kissed her mouth. Then he said: “Your
lips are burning. That is very odd. Your voice is very cold, but your
lips are burning. Now why is that?”
“For shame,” she whispered. “They are burning for shame that you are so
little of a man.”
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