“Then I hope you will always feel you have a right to it when you come
to see me,” said Mrs. Charles. “We shall change some things, no doubt;
but you will always be welcome, Marjory. I suppose you are to be
married soon. You may think it would hurt my feelings to hear of a
wedding, being a widow myself; but I am not so selfish. I am sure I
congratulate you; he looks very nice indeed.”
“There is nothing to congratulate me about,” said Marjory.
It was hard upon her to hear the conversation between the sisters which
followed, about new curtains and chairs that were necessary. It was not
Verna’s fault, who gave piteous, conciliatory looks at the daughter of
the house. She bore it all as long as she could, and then she went
noiselessly outside upon the cliff. The Spring was very mild that year.
This was again a lovely night, with a faint blue sky all sprinkled with
stars, and the vague, half-seen sea beneath, which sent up long sighing
waves upon the rocks, not loud, but full of pensive moaning. There was a
young moon shining, a moon covered with fleecy white clouds like a veil.
Through the softened night rose the white rock of the May, with its
steady light; and the lighthouse further off which Marjory knew so well,
and which had so often turned and thrown a pleasant gleam at her across
the broad waters, gleamed out all at once as she strayed round the
well-known path. It was, perhaps, only Mrs. Charles’s gracious
intimation that she would always be welcome, which roused her to the
sense that the time was approaching when she must leave this dear old
home. It was not in Marjory’s nature to make a lesser grief into a great
one; and she had endured so much, that this additional trouble was not
heavy to her, as it would have been in other circumstances. But it gave
her a certain sore feeling of pain and loss in the midst of her heavier
burdens. It seemed hard to have such a subject thrust all at once,
without a moment’s notice, upon her. Her heart felt sore, as if a sudden
new thrust had been made at it; sore with a feeling of resentment and
impatient vexation. She strayed along the familiar round, the “turn”
which she had taken so often, hearing now and then the voices through
the half-open window; voices higher pitched and more shrill than any
native to this locality. Even that difference of tone seemed somehow
unreasonably offensive to her. She chid herself for the foolish feeling;
but how could she help it? The moon gleamed softly upon the old
Manor-house and on Mr. Charles’s tower; there was a glimmer of
half-dying firelight making his windows visible. Had Marjory known that
her successor, Verna, had already planned in her mind how to pull all
those ruins down!
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