The day after a great event is, in all kinds of circumstances, a
difficult one. The remains of great excitement, not yet quite spent,
make the air heavy, and produce innumerable little explosions like
half-exhausted fireworks. Common life is feeble, and fills with
lassitude people who have been living at high pressure; and the mixture
of weariness, oppression, and lingering excitement is hostile to every
attempt at settling down. This was the state of the atmosphere at
Pitcomlie after the long strain was over, after the shutters were
opened, the blinds drawn up, and ordinary existence had re-commenced.
And besides this inevitable and feverish dullness, there was all the
excitement of half completed events to intensify the painfulness of the
pause. The former inhabitants of the house did not know what step to
take first; the new possessors were equally doubtful. Neither liked to
make the first movement. They avoided each other, yet were compelled to
meet.
Mr. Charles spent the morning in his room, pondering over the situation
with many troublous thoughts. To tear himself away from this familiar
place was painful to him; but that was not all. To leave the home of his
fathers in the hands of these two young women, who were altogether
strangers to the race, was more painful still. The one, he said to
himself, was a selfish fool, utterly incapable of comprehending the
interests of the young heir, or of adapting herself to the life that was
best for him; the other Mr. Charles had not been able to fathom. He
thought her a sensible sort of girl, that might keep her sister out of
mischief. He had put all his beloved papers in order, feeling that his
work might be interrupted; but these very papers belonged to the house
of Pitcomlie; he could not take them away with him any more than he
could take the old walls. What was he to do? His work would come to an
end--the occupation of his life. He would have to go and seek a new home
at his age--find a new refuge for all those accumulations of art which
it was so pleasant for him to think he had added to the attractions of
the old house. He sat down, and sighed over them at one moment, feeling
the change impossible; and then he would rise, stimulated by some
recollection of last night, and push the engravings together into their
portfolios, and hunt for the covers of the cases in which his
curiosities were set forth. Where could he take them to? His own house
in George Square certainly was ready for their reception and his, but
the idea did not attract him. He was not fond of his own house. It had
no associations, no recollections except those of a dreary week now and
then which he had spent in it alone. Mr. Charles was a born old
bachelor, but he was as little used to being alone as any paterfamilias.
His brother’s children had been brought up at his feet, he had
possessed the delightful privilege of interfering with their education,
laying down laws for them, finding fault with them, interfering and
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