Miss Jean’s chuckle, and the look she gave him out of her sharp black
eyes, overcame Fanshawe’s gravity more than the proposal thus anxiously
made. Even Mr. Charles saw the fun, and relieved himself and his anxiety
with a long low laugh, under protest as it were--for laughing was far
from appropriate at this juncture of the family affairs. But the most
amusing thing of all was that, though they laughed at the idea of
entrusting Fanshawe with this mission, after much talk and many
suggestions, and a great deal of comic remark, it was after all he who
went. He consented--because it was his fate, because it was propitiating
Marjory’s friends, because it was a proof to her of his readiness to
serve all connected with her; but chiefly, it must be allowed, because
it was his fate. This was what he was born into the world for; to do
what people asked him, to serve others, to be good for much so far as
other people were concerned, but good for little to himself. Miss Jean
looked on with a certain grim amusement while it was all being settled.
She gave her opinion on the subject with her usual frankness.
“I would not have gone had I been you,” she said. “I would have let old
Charlie do his nasty errands for himself.”
Fanshawe laughed with some conscious shame, feeling indeed that he had
been somewhat weak; and the old lady resumed--
“Nobody thinks the more of you for being too kind. A willing horse is
aye over-ridden; but that’s not all. In this world folk take you at your
own word, Mr. Fanshawe. They think little of a man that holds himself
cheap. It’s no advantage--either with man or woman. The best thing ye
can do is to let folk see that a favour from you is a real favour, not
easy to get, not given to everybody--”
“Miss Jean, you speak like Solomon himself,” said Fanshawe, with mock
reverence and real confusion, “or rather like the Queen of Sheba,--which
is the next wisest, I suppose.”
“Maybe I am like the Queen of Sheba,” said Miss Jean; “but it’s men far
from Solomon that I’ve come to see. You like Fife, I suppose, Mr.
Fanshawe, that I find you back here?”
“I suppose so too,” he said, with a rueful comic sense that he was by no
means a free agent, “since you find me here, Miss Jean--as you say--”
“You should not repeat another person’s words, it’s not civil. And yet
Fife has but small attractions for a young man. You’re fond of golf, I
suppose, like all the rest?”
“Probably I might be,” he said, laughing, “if I had the chance; but I
have never tried yet--”
“Oh, then you’re one of those archæ-somethings, that make the old stones
speak?” said Miss Jean. “Oh, but the like of me could make them speak
better, if we were to tell all we mind and all we have seen.”
“I am not an archæ-anything,” said Fanshawe.
“Then it’s very strange to me--very strange,” said the old lady, looking
him in the face, “what pleasure you can find in staying here?”
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