He laughed--this time an uneasy laugh, and felt himself redden
uncomfortably. Why, indeed, should he stay here? To go on Mr. Charles’s
errands, to have all sorts of disagreeable offices thrust upon him, to
be sent off, perhaps, at a moment’s notice, to be made use of on all
hands. This was what his past experience had been, and why should it be
different in the future? The old woman’s two black eyes, set deep in
their shrivelled sockets, looked knowingly, not unkindly at him, with a
gleam of amusement, but also with a certain sympathy. “There does not
seem much reason, does there, why I should stay?” he said, and got up
and went to the window to look out, avoiding her keen eyes.
“Young man,” said Miss Jean, “I don’t know much about you, and what I
know is not the best that might be; but you’re not an ill young man as
men go. On the whole, I’m inclined to be on your side. And take you my
advice. Don’t make too little of yourself; don’t be at everybody’s call;
stand up for yourself, if you would have other folk stand up for you. So
far as I’ve seen, your fault is that you’re better than most folk. Don’t
be that, that’s the worst of all mistakes.”
“You mean that I am a yielding fool, and cannot say ‘No,’” said
Fanshawe; “but that, after all is scarcely the case. There are
circumstances, perhaps, if I could tell them to you, that justify me--”
“No circumstances, but a man’s nature account for that kind of conduct,”
said Miss Jean, briskly; “but if it’s any comfort to you, I’m inclined
to be on your side.”
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