“Maybe!” said the other, recovering her self-possession, which had been
momentarily impaired. “I’m no a good judge what’s civil and what is
uncivil; but I’ll no tell you my name--nor anything about me; unless it
is true.”
And with these words the stranger walked away, not pausing to hear what
Marjory had to say. This meeting had a painful effect upon her. She
pondered over it for the next few nights and days, wondering, with a
bewildered sense that her wonder was vain, what it could mean. If what
was true? or what did it, what could it matter to the Heriots whether
something known to this girl was true or not? She tried to scorn it, as
some vulgar bugbear, probably concerning something quite unimportant;
but she could not succeed. What was it? she kept saying to herself. She
could not mention it to her uncle; she could not confide anything so
serious to little Milly. What could it be? And the more a mystery of
this kind, however petty, is kept to its original possessor, the more it
vexes the mind, and becomes a daily annoyance. If Fanshawe had but been
there! Him she could have consulted; with him she could have talked it
over, and wondered aloud, and received strength from the wonderings of
another. Probably between them, they might have come to some reasonable
conclusion, to some explanation of the mystery. She was almost
half-tempted to write to him, as the only person who knew about
Isabell’s letter, the only one who could understand what she meant.
Almost, but not quite; a hundred reasons of womanly reluctance, shyness,
disinclination to avow her dependence on the opinion of another, came in
to prevent the imprudence; but yet it was something strange in Marjory’s
history, something new in her mind, that such an idea should have arisen
in her. She quenched it with a certain shame.
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