“Let me speak to him, Miss Heriot,” said Agnes. “Maybe the gentleman
thinks it’s a’ my invention from beginning to end? and it’s me that must
speak. I’ve been to seek them, Sir, a’ over Scotland, from one end to
another. I’ve been directed here, and I’ve been directed there. I’ve
gone after them night and day. I’ve written letters to them. I’ve sought
out their friends. The little infant is three months auld, and all that
time I’ve been on the road. I had left my place for Isabell’s sake; she
didna tell me why, but since I’ve found it was for him, that it might
not be said he had a near friend in service. All the little siller I
had, I’ve spent seeking them; and, oh, I canna find them, I canna find
them!” cried the girl, suddenly breaking down, and bursting into
passionate weeping. “I’ve prayed the Lord on my knees, and He’ll no send
them; and I cannot find them; and my bonnie Bell will die before I can
clear her name!”
Her voice had risen loud and shrill in the height of her emotion, and
now she sat down and covered her face, struggling with her sobs. It was
not in Fanshawe’s heart to remain insensible to this outburst. He sat
looking at her with a guilty face, as if he were the author of her
distress.
“Can I do anything?” he said. “Is there any way of helping her to find
them if they are to be found?”
But there was not in his tone the enthusiasm for the search which
Marjory had expected to move him. The very sound of his voice chilled
instead of invigorating her. While Agnes slowly recovered her composure,
Marjory informed him in detail of the inquiries which had been made.
These were very primitive, unskilful inquiries. The girl knowing of few
means of procuring information except the simple one of going to ask for
it, had wasted a great deal of time and much labour on a comparatively
narrow round. She had indeed written to various people whom she believed
to be Macgregor’s relations to ask information about him, but the idea
that he and his wife might be reluctant witnesses, or adverse altogether
to the establishment of the truth, had made her distrustful of letters.
“How could I tell that they would not get out o’ my way, if I sent them
word I was coming?” she said. “How was I to ken that they werena
enemies? And even if they were friends, they mightna like to take that
trouble, or their maisters mightna like it. Few folk like to take
trouble; and when you just send them a letter--Na, na, I went mysel. I
would never trust to that.”
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