In short, poor Agnes had distrusted everybody. She had distrusted Miss
Heriot up to the last moment. She distrusted her still, notwithstanding
Isabell’s better instinct. She looked at the two together at the present
moment with a watchful eye, not half sure that they were not plotting
something against, rather than in favour of her search. When she heard
them speak of the loss of time, her heart swelled within her. She who
had done everything so carefully, so warily, letting nobody know,
treating everybody as enemies, making so many subtle, simple schemes to
entrap the missing witnesses, was it possible that, after all, she had
been letting the precious moments slip out of her hand, the last days of
her sister’s life? Agnes was glad to go away, leaving the last and only
possible traces of the missing Macgregors in Marjory’s hands, to go out
to the silence of the long seaside walk, and to cast her troubled mind
abroad to seek out new means of working. She knelt down under the shadow
of the Maiden’s Rock, in a crevice of that natural tower, and poured out
all her passionate heart in an impassioned prayer. “Oh, bring them to
me--bring them!” she prayed, demanding a miracle with pathetic
earnestness. There are circumstances in which it is more painful to
receive help than to be kept without it. Agnes, poor girl, endured the
aid which had fallen upon her with a proud agony of submission, feeling
that her heart was torn asunder by the necessity. She had so set her
heart upon doing it all herself; she had taken pleasure in her hardships
and wanderings, her long walks up and down, and the painful inquiries
that never came to anything. And oh, if all this had been but a loss of
time! She tried to contradict the thought, though a consciousness that
it was true would keep creeping chill upon her. But oh, if the Lord
would but step in and direct her, and make her find them now! If He
would but prove that the race was not to the swift nor the battle to the
strong! If He, the last resort, the final resource in everything, would
but bring them to her--put them, as it were, in her hand! Agnes opened
her eyes, and clambered down from the rocks, her heart aching with the
hope that she might yet meet with strangers on the way, and find that
her prayer had been answered. But there was no one to be seen on the
long stretch of seaside path, not a soul anywhere. And thus in her
humiliation she went slowly home, feeling as if this work, the work that
might save Isabell’s life, was taken out of her hands.
CHAPTER XIII.
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