McClure's Magazine, Vol. 1, No. 6, November 1893 — John Shaqi
McClure's Magazine, Vol. 1, No. 6, November 1893Various
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McClure's Magazine, Vol. 1, No. 6, November 1893
Various
American literature -- Periodicals; Literature -- Periodicals
Twilight filled the wards. The white beds looked ghostly in the
darkness. The last visitor departed. Sarah’s husband had not yet come.
“He is not well, Mrs. Kretznow,” Sister Margaret ventured to say in her
best Yiddish. “Or he is busy working. Work is not so slack any more.”
Alone in the institution she shared Sarah’s ignorance of the Kretznow
scandal. Talk of it died before her youth and sweetness.
“He would have written,” said Sarah, sternly. “He is wearied of me. I
have lain here a year. Job’s curse is on me.”
“Shall I to him,” Sister Margaret paused to excogitate the word,
“write?”
“No. He hears me knocking at his heart.”
They had flashes of strange savage poetry, these crude yet complex
souls. Sister Margaret, who was still liable to be startled, murmured
feebly, “But----”
“Leave me in peace!” with a cry like that of a wounded animal.
The matron gently touched the novice’s arm, and drew her away. “I will
write to him,” she whispered.
Night fell, but sleep fell only for some. Sarah Kretznow tossed in
a hell of loneliness. Ah, surely her husband had not forgotten her;
surely she would not lie thus till death--that far-off death her strong
religious instinct would forbid her hastening! She had gone into the
Refuge to save him the constant sight of her helplessness and the cost
of her keep. Was she now to be cut off forever from the sight of his
strength?
The next day he came by special invitation. His face was sallow, rimmed
with swarthy hair; his under lip was sensuous. He hung his head, half
veiling the shifty eyes.
Sister Margaret ran to tell his wife. Sarah’s face sparkled.
“Put up the screen!” she murmured, and in its shelter drew her
husband’s head to her bosom and pressed her lips to his hair.
But he, surprised into indiscretion, murmured: “I thought thou wast
dying.”
A beautiful light came into the gray eyes.
“Thy heart told thee right, Herzel, my life, I was dying for a sight of
thee.”
“But the matron wrote to me pressingly,” he blurted out.
He felt her breast heave convulsively under his face; with her hands
she thrust him away.
“God’s fool that I am--I should have known; to-day is not visiting day.
They have compassion on me--they see my sorrows--it is public talk.”
His pulse seemed to stop. “They have talked to thee of me,” he faltered.
“I did not ask their pity. But they saw how I suffered--one cannot hide
one’s heart.”
“They have no right to talk,” he muttered, in sulky trepidation.
“They have every right,” she rejoined, sharply. “If thou hadst come to
see me even once--why hast thou not?”
“I--I--have been travelling in the country with cheap jewelry. The
tailoring is so slack.”
“Look me in the eyes! The law of Moses? No; it is a lie. God shall
forgive thee. Why hast thou not come?”
“I have told thee.”
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