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This morning, however, in spite of her early rising and her efforts to
get to seven o'clock mass, events conspired to thwart her intentions.
Mollie woke up with a headache, and Johnnie had to be despatched on a
vinegar-borrowing expedition, so that the time-honored application of
brown paper soaked in vinegar might be made to the poor little head.
The baby cried lustily, with a colicky cry, and Mary had to hasten the
boiling of tea, that wee Annie might have a good, hot cup to soothe
her. Casey, complaining profanely of broken slumbers, was in no mood to
be left home with fretting children while Mary went to mass.
It was nine o'clock before she could get away; the last mass in the
basement was at nine o'clock. But the Elevation of the Host had been
celebrated before she got there, and she turned disappointedly to
the stairs; she would have to wait for half-past nine mass in the
main church. It seemed as if Providence were balking her, but on the
stairway she learned the reason why.
"Ye mus' be sure t' say a spicial prayer on this mass," said one woman
who passed her to another, "'tis the first mass this young praste have
iver said, an' a blissin' go wid it t' thim thot prays wid him."
Saul on the Damascus road had no more overwhelming sense of arrest and
redirection than Mary Casey had, as, trembling with excitement, she
reached the top of the stairway.
"Think o' that now," she told herself, "an' if I had come t' th' airly
mass I'd niver 'a' known it!"
Hardly would her knees uphold her until she could sink into an obscure
pew, far back under the gallery. And there, at the tense moment when
the silver-toned bell proclaimed commemoration of the great lifting-up
in suffering, Mary raised her faith-full prayer: "A'mighty God, sind
me gyurl back t' me! But if it don' be in yer heart t' do thot mooch,
maake her a good gyurl wheeriver she be. Fer th' love av Christ, Amin."
Not often in any lifetime, perhaps, does it come to pass that one prays
with such sublime assurance of crying straight into the listening
ear of Omnipotence that will inevitably keep faith with poor flesh.
For nigh on to forty years Mary Casey had listened to reiterations
of the old and new Covenants, but they had fallen on sterile ground
in her soul. It was the little chance remark about the new priest's
first mass, dropping into harrowed and watered soil, that flowered in
immediate faith.
* * * * *
The mass ended and the throngs of worshipers passed out, but Mary sat
unheeded and unheeding in her dim corner, her simple mind grappling
with the stupendous idea of its Covenant with Heaven.
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