There was much of bitterness in the last part of this speech, and it
grated harshly upon my feelings; but it was like her, I knew, and she
had only judged my aunt by what she well knew she should herself be in a
similar position; so I took no notice of it, save to assure her that
Aunt Charlotte was perfectly willing I should come, while at the same
time I expressed my sorrow at finding her so unwell, and asked “what was
the matter.”
“Oh, nothing much,” said she. “I have no particular disease, unless it
be one of the mind, and that you know is not easily cured.”
I made no answer to this; but after a moment’s silence, I ventured to
inquire for her husband. Instantly there came a bright glow to her
cheek, as she replied, “Oh, he is as well as could be expected,
considering his terrible disappointment.”
Of course I asked what disappointment, whereupon she proceeded to
narrate a part of what I have already told to my readers, withholding
nearly all the points wherein she had been to blame, and dwelling with
apparent delight upon the faults of her husband, who, she protested, was
wholly selfish and avaricious. “I know,” said she, “why he married me;
’twas for the sake of the few dollars he thought my grandmother would
leave me, and now being disappointed in that, he cares no more for me
than he does for _you_—no, nor half so much, for he always preferred you
to me, and I wish I had let you have him, for you liked him, I know,
better than I did.”
As she said this, she looked me steadily in the face, as if to read my
inmost soul. I felt provoked, for I now thought of my former affection
for the doctor as something of which I was _a little ashamed_, and I did
not much like to be reminded of it by his wife. So I ventured to say
that “whatever I might once have felt for her husband, it was all over
now, and I could think of no greater misfortune than that of being his
wife!”
_Now_, I should know better than to speak thus to any woman concerning
her husband, for however much she may talk against him herself, she
certainly has no desire or expectation that her listener will agree with
her. On this occasion, Dell grew angry at once, telling me “I needn’t
speak so lightly of her husband—he was good enough for anybody,” while
at the same time she muttered something about “sour grapes!”
I was taken quite aback, and remained silent, until she at last said,
laughingly, “I don’t wish to quarrel with you, Rose. Pardon any ill
humor I may have manifested. I get nervous and fidgety staying here
alone so much.”
“Is not the doctor with you sometimes?” I inquired.
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