“Oh, yes; once in a great while,” said she; “but he can bear the
atmosphere of any other sick-room better than mine. So he’s off—hunting
up patients, I suppose. I tell him he gets his living that way, and a
poor living it bids fair to be. Between you and me, Rose,” she
continued, growing excited, “he is _shiftless_, if you know what that
means, and we are worth to-day just as much as we ever shall be.”
I felt that she wronged him, and told her so, at the same time
enumerating his many good qualities, while she listened, evidently
better pleased than when I had spoken lightly of him. In the midst of
our conversation there was a familiar step in the hall, and a moment
after the doctor himself entered the room. He looked careworn and
haggard; but at the sight of me, whose presence surprised him, his face
quickly lighted up, and there was much of his olden manner as he took my
hand and expressed his pleasure at finding me there. ’Twas but a for
moment, however, for catching the eye of his wife, he became almost
instantly reserved, and seating himself near a window, he pretended to
be much occupied with a book, which I accidentally discovered was wrong
side up! It was strange how much waiting-upon Dell suddenly needed.
Heretofore she had been very quiet, saying she did not wish for
anything, but now that he was there, her pillows must be turned, her
head must be bathed, the window must be open and then shut, while with
every other breath, she declared him to be “the awkwardest man she ever
saw,” saying once, “she didn’t wonder he had no more practice if he
handled all his patients as roughly as he did her.”
After this unkind speech, the doctor made no farther attempt to please
her, but left her side and returned to his seat by the window. Ere long
the supper bell rang. I had not supposed it was so late, and starting up
announced my intention of going home, but to this neither the doctor nor
Dell would listen, both of them insisting upon my staying to tea; _she_,
because she felt that common civility required it, and _he_, because he
really wished it. Once out of her sight, he was himself again, and
playfully drawing my arm within his, he led me to the dining-room,
placing me at the head of the table, where Dell was accustomed to sit,
while he took the seat opposite. As we sat there thus, I shall not say
that there came to my mind no thought of what might have been, but I can
say, and truthfully too, that such thoughts brought with them naught of
pain; for though Dr. Clayton had once possessed the power of swaying me
at his will, that time had gone by, and he was to me now only a friend,
whom I both liked and pitied, for I knew he was far from being happy.
Once, when I handed him his second cup of tea, he said, smiling upon me,
“It makes me very happy to see you there—in that seat.”
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