I made no answer; and, as if thinking he had said what he ought not, he
immediately changed the conversation, and began to question me of my
studies, etc., asking me among other things, if I went to _dancing
school_. Instantly I remembered Mrs. Ross’s slippers with the little
_wads_ of cotton, and I laughed aloud. It seems his thoughts took the
same direction, for he, too, laughed so loudly that when we returned to
Dell’s room, she rather pettishly inquired what we found to amuse us so
much, saying “she hadn’t seen the doctor look so pleased since—since,
well, since grandma’s death,” she finally added, at the same time
glancing at him to witness the effect of her words.
He turned very white about the mouth, and I am quite certain I heard the
word “_thunder!_” At all events, his eyes flashed angrily upon the
provoking woman, who again inquired at what we were laughing. When I
told her, she too laughed, saying, “Oh, yes, I remember it well, and
have sometimes thought that I owe my present position to that awkward
misstep of yours.”
“I am very glad I fell, then,” said I, rather impatiently, while I threw
on my hood and shawl, preparatory to going home.
“Hadn’t you better call an omnibus for her?” asked Dell of her husband,
who was putting on his overshoes.
“I am going round with her myself,” he answered. “I have a patient on
the way,” and he hurried from the room ere she could say anything
further.
It was a beautiful moonlight night, and as I took his arm I recalled the
time when once before we had walked thus together. I think he remembered
it too, for he asked me “if I ever visited Pine District?”
“Not often,” I replied; and he continued to say, that “notwithstanding
that it was little more than a year and a half since he first saw me
there, it seemed to him an age,” adding; “and it is not strange neither,
for I have passed through many trials since then.”
To this I made no reply, and ere long he proceeded to speak further of
himself, and of his disappointment, first with regard to his business,
and next with regard to his domestic relations, which he gave me to
understand were not particularly happy. Very delicately and carefully he
handled the latter subject, speaking not one half so harshly of Dell as
she had spoken of him. Still I felt that he had no right thus to speak
to me, and so I told him.
“I know it, Rose,” he returned. “I know it all; but for this once you
_must_ hear me, and I will never trouble you again. I committed a great
error in marrying one, while my heart belonged to another—stay,” he
continued, as I was about to interrupt him. “You must hear me out. It is
not of my love for _that other_ that I would speak; but, Rose, I would
know how far I have wronged you. _Did_ you love me, and had I asked you
to share my home, when at a suitable age, would you have done so?”
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