I enjoyed it vastly, all except the riding of the girl, who I fancied
had on her little sister’s dress, and when _she_ came out I looked for a
place where to hide my head; but hearing the spectators cheer louder
than ever, I cast furtive glances at those around me, discovering to my
amazement that they seemed more delighted with her than with anything
else; while, to crown all, I heard Will telling a young man, that “she
was a splendid rider, that he never saw but one who could beat her, and
that was a girl in Albany.” Then turning to Lizzie, he asked if she
would not like to ride in that way?
With an involuntary shudder I threw my arm around my sister, as if to
protect her from what I felt would be worse than a thousand deaths.
Gradually there was dawning upon my mind the suspicion that a circus
after all was not exactly the school for pure young girls, and I felt
that not all the wealth of the Indies could tempt me to fill the post
that that rider did. Towards the other actors I was more lenient,
thinking that if ever I joined the circus, I should surely be _the
clown_, whose witty speeches amused me greatly, for I did not then know
that they were all made up beforehand, and that what he said to us
to-day he would say to others on the morrow. Mlle. Glaraine was just
finishing up her performance by riding around the circle without other
support than the poising of one foot on a man’s shoulder, when who
should appear but _our father_!
He had missed Will and Charlie from family prayers, and had traced them
as far as the pavilion, where the fee-receiver demanded a quarter ere he
would allow him to enter. It was in vain that father tried to explain
matters, saying, “he never attended a circus in his life, and what was
more never should; he’d only come for two boys who had run away.”
The doorkeeper was incorrigible; “he’d seen just as honest looking men,”
he said, “who were the greatest cheats in the world, and if father
wanted to go in, he could do so by paying the usual fee; if not, he must
budge.”
Finding there was no alternative, father yielded, and then made his way
into the tent, scanning with his keen grey eyes the sea of faces until
he singled out Charlie, who was so absorbed in stamping and hallooing at
Mlle. Glaraine’s leaping through a hoop, that he never dreamed of
father’s presence until a rough hand was laid upon his shoulder, and a
stern voice demanded of him why he was there?
Perfectly thunderstruck, Charlie started to his feet with the
exclamation of “_Je-ru-sa-lem!_” but before he could make any
explanation father discovered Lizzie and me. ’Twas the first suspicion
he had of _our_ being there, and now, when he saw us, he turned pale,
and reeled as if smitten by a heavy blow. Had he felled me to the earth
it would have hurt me less than did the expression of his face and the
tones of his voice, as he said, “You, too, Rosa! I never thought you
would thus deceive me.”
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