England -- Fiction; Love stories; Singers -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Meg looked up with a laugh.
"It's wonderful kind of you all," she said, "and if ever you come to
London to see Bostock's wild beasts, I'll ask that you shall come in to
see me among the lions without paying a penny."
With a grateful smile she took up the old battered hat which had been
returned to her, and made her way out into the dark garden. She felt
happier for all the kindness that had been shown to her, and decided to
stay somewhere near till the morning. So, hunting about for a place in
which to sleep, she came upon a summer house, in which she lay down.
The hard floor was not comfortable, but Meg was not used to comfort,
and her thoughts so engrossed her that she scarcely noticed the
hardness. She had had an exciting day, and felt encouraged by her
experience in the kitchen of the house close by. Jem had said the world
was a wicked place; but, thought Meg, perhaps he was ignorant of the
fact that there were many kind people in it notwithstanding, and if she
had fared so well the first day why need she fear? With five shillings
in her pocket, which to the girl, who had never possessed a penny of
her own, seemed untold riches, she could face her future.
Then her thoughts Hew to the motherly face of Mrs. Brown, and she
sighed. The care and kindness of the cook had created a longing in
the heart of the singer. What must it be to have a mother! A real
mother! Not like the false one that all these years she had believed
to be hers. Where was her mother? And who was she? Meg's large eyes
stared up into the dark sky which she could see from the summer house,
spangled over with stars, and she sighed again. Her soul was athirst
for something—someone—she knew not what. She was as:—
"An infant crying in the night:
An infant crying for the light:
And with no language but a cry."
Meg awoke to find the sun streaming in upon her, and started up,
fearful lest she should be discovered in the summer house. She gained
the road without being seen. She need not have feared. It was only four
o'clock and the world was still asleep.
The sense of freedom seemed to give her wings, and she walked the mile
that lay between her and Minton in so short a time that she arrived
before anyone was astir. It was to walk down the quiet streets and to
see every door closed against her. It struck her as almost a city of
the dead. The delightful sense of freedom died for a time within her,
and she felt desperately lonely. She stood in the middle of the High
Street looking first one way and then another, hesitatingly, and was
almost afraid of the sound of her own footsteps.
Then she turned and fled back the way she had come, not resting till
she had found a gate leading into a field where she could sit and wait
for the sound of human life. She felt happier in the field, and the
birds were amazingly tame. Not accustomed to being disturbed at that
early hour by man, they came close to where she was sitting, and the
girl was thankful for their company.
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