“It is a fact, Sir, that while witnessing this horrible execution, I
felt all the effects vulgarly ascribed to fascination. I shuddered at
the first movement--the dull and deep whisper among the crowd. I
shrieked involuntarily when the first decisive movements began among
them; but when at last the human shapeless carrion was dashed against
the door, I echoed the wild shouts of the multitude with a kind of
savage instinct. I bounded--I clasped my hands for a moment--then I
echoed the screams of the thing that seemed no longer to live, but still
could scream; and I screamed aloud and wildly for life--life--and mercy!
One face was turned towards me as I shrieked in unconscious tones. The
glance, fixed on me for a moment, was in a moment withdrawn. The flash
of the well-known eyes made no impression on me then. My existence was
so purely mechanical, that, without the least consciousness of my own
danger, (scarce less than that of the victim, had I been detected), I
remained uttering shout for shout, and scream for scream--offering
worlds in imagination to be able to remove from the window, yet feeling
as if every shriek I uttered was as a nail that fastened me to
it--dropping my eye-lids, and feeling as if a hand held them open, or
cut them away--forcing me to gaze on all that passed below, like
Regulus, with his lids cut off, compelled to gaze on the sun that
withered up his eye-balls--till sense, and sight, and soul, failed me,
and I fell grasping by the bars of the window, and mimicking, in my
horrid trance, the shouts of the multitude, and the yell of the
devoted(5). I actually for a moment believed myself the object of their
cruelty. The drama of terror has the irresistible power of converting
its audience into its victims.
(5) In the year 1803, when Emmett’s insurrection broke out in
Dublin--(_the fact_ from which this account is drawn was related to me
by an eye-witness)--Lord Kilwarden, in passing through Thomas Street,
was dragged from his carriage, and murdered in the most horrid manner.
Pike after pike was thrust through his body, till at last he was
_nailed to a door_, and called out to his murderers to “put him out of
his pain.” At this moment, a shoemaker, who lodged in the garret of an
opposite house, was drawn to the window by the horrible cries he
heard. He stood at the window, gasping with horror, his wife
attempting vainly to drag him away. He saw the last blow struck--he
heard the last groan uttered, as the sufferer cried, “put me out of
pain,” while sixty pikes were thrusting at him. The man stood at his
window as if nailed to it; and when dragged from it, became--an _idiot
for life_.
“The Jew had kept apart from the tumult of the night. He had, I suppose,
been saying within himself, in the language of your admirable poet,
“Oh, Father Abraham, what these Christians are!”
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