step forward at once in a manly way and say, ‘We were certainly
wrong, and ready to pay for the cock-shy; but the parrots and
Napoleons were irresistible.’ The Doctor would have laughed,
and approved. I do not wonder he was sore on the subject,
feeling like a gentleman for the character of his school, as
Lord B—— would have done for the character of his own parish,
had a stranger had his pocket picked in it. Nor do I want you
to adopt all his views or partialities. Only suppose yourself
in his place: fancy what you would have a right to expect,
and remember that it cannot be done without the help of the
præposters. This you seem inclined to do, and you may do it on
your own independent footing, looking as coldly as you please
on any clique whose motives may be different from your own.
You have no need to court anybody’s favour if you cultivate
the means of making yourself independent; and if you only fear
God in the true sense, you may snap your fingers at everything
else,—which ends all I have to say on this point. ‘Upright and
downright’ is the true motto.”
I believe that no boy was ever more regretted. Since he had been in
the sixth, and especially in his last year, when he was the Captain of
Big-side Football and third in the Eleven, bullying had disappeared from
the school-house, and house fagging had lost its irksomeness. The House
had regained its position, having beaten the School at football. He had
kicked the last goal from “a place” nearly sixty yards from the post. The
tradition of that kick was handed down for many years, and, I remarked,
was always getting back some few yards; so that, by the time it expired,
I have no doubt it had reached 100 yards, and become as fabulous as many
other traditions. His rule was perhaps rather too easy. The loafers, who
are always too numerous, had a much better time than they deserved; and
I doubt whether the school-house first lessons were done so well as at
other times; for, instead of each boy going off to his own study after
supper, and stern silence reigning in the passages till bed-time, groups
of bigger boys would collect round the fires, and three or four fags in
one study, and thus much time which should have been given to themes
and verses was spent in talking over football and cricket matches, and
the Barby and Crick runs at hare and hounds. I know that George himself
regretted very much what had occurred, and I believe, had he had a second
chance, would have dealt vigorously with the big boys at once. But he had
to learn by the loss of his exhibition, as you will all have to learn in
one way or another, that neither boys nor men _do_ get second chances in
this world. We all get new chances till the end of our lives, but not
second chances in the same set of circumstances; and the great difference
between one boy and another is, how he takes hold of, and uses, his first
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