Memoir of Mary L. Ware, Wife of Henry Ware, Jr.Hall, Edward B. (Edward Brooks)
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Memoir of Mary L. Ware, Wife of Henry Ware, Jr.
Hall, Edward B. (Edward Brooks)
Unitarians -- United States -- Biography; Ware, Mary L. (Mary Lovell), 1798-1849
"I do, indeed, my dear friend, rejoice with you in the
unexpected and happy event your last letter informed me of. I
had felt all your doubts and fears as though they were my own,
and, I do assure you, participated in your joy with the same
sincerity. How much reason have we to be grateful for this
instance of the overruling Providence! Does it not sufficiently
prove, that, if with sincerity and pureness of heart we
undertake to perform any duty, we may rely on the assistance of
the Holy Spirit to guide our steps, and to cause all things to
concur to render it easy and delightful?
"I cannot tell you how much it increased my own happiness to
know that you, too, felt happy; for there is in the sympathy of
friends something that increases all our pleasures and
alleviates all our pains. It is to this I owe half that I enjoy
in this life, and without it wretched must be existence, even
in prosperity, and all other earthly blessings.
"I believe I have mentioned often to you the desire I had of
becoming one of the church here, if I could be sure of
remaining here this summer. When I found there was no doubt of
that, I had only to overcome the fears which a consciousness of
weakness and liability to relapse into former coldness still
kept alive in my mind. Now all have subsided, and I am
convinced that it is dangerous to delay so important a service.
From the moment I had decided what to do, not a feeling arose
which I could wish to suppress; conscious of pure motives, all
within was calm, and I wondered how I could for a moment
hesitate. They were feelings I never before experienced, and
for once I _realized_ that it is only when we are at peace with
ourselves that we can enjoy true happiness.
"... I think, all things considered, I was never more happy in
my life. It was a bright, clear night, and the moon which rose
just as I went to bed, shining full on me, seemed to reflect
the tranquillity of my soul, and appeared to me an emblem of
the mild light that was just dawning on my soul. I could not
sleep, and actually laid awake all night out of pure happiness.
"I will not trouble you with any more of my feelings at
present. On Sunday we were proposed, and the next Sabbath will
see the completion of all my hopes and wishes relating to
myself for two years past.
"I cannot at present write more, but will finish this next
week.
"MARY."
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