Memoir of Rev. Joseph Badger: Fourth EditionHolland, E. G. (Elihu Goodwin)
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Memoir of Rev. Joseph Badger: Fourth Edition
Holland, E. G. (Elihu Goodwin)
Badger, Joseph, 1792-1852
Contrary to the customs of his family, he went, once in a great while,
to the Methodist meetings, a denomination whose power to reach the
popular mind all over the world is known and honored. At one of these
meetings, July, 1811, the persons present supposed, from his former
reputation for rudeness, that he was there perhaps to criticise
derisively their humble manner of worship. When Mrs. Tilden arose and
said, "The eyes of the world are upon us, and if any came here to feast
upon our failings, or to spy out our liberties, let us starve them to
death, by living such lives that they can find no action of which to
speak reproachfully"--after a few moments, he arose and said:
"I very much regret that any of my neighbors and friends
should, for one moment, imagine me as an enemy, or suppose
that I came here to ridicule what may pass before me. Far
be it from my mind. I believe religion is what all men need
to make them happy in time and eternity. With all my heart
I wish you well and hope you will go on your way
rejoicing."
This was the first time he had spoken in public, and though the object
of his remark was merely to furnish a gentlemanly apology for being
present, it caused the religious people much joy, as they saw him sit
down in tears; and ever after his companions regarded him differently,
all of whom were startled with surprise, and some wept as they heard his
words.
"One of my young friends, a respectable young man,
conversed with me on the subject. I stated to him all I had
said, and in part I manifested my feelings to him with some
degree of boldness. He expressed a fear that I would become
deluded, though, by the way, he had never manifested a fear
of the kind when we used to dance, play cards, and spend
the Sabbath together in the reading of novels. 'About the
things of religion,' said he, 'it is not well to be in
haste. It is a subject which needs the greatest
deliberation.' With this I agreed. He further remarked, 'If
a person thinks of such things, it is not best to give
expression to such thoughts, because people will talk about
it, and you,' continued he, 'are already a subject of
conversation. Many are concerned for you, and wish your
society, and you know it is a disgrace for us to go among
those foolish and ignorant Methodists.' By these remarks,
coming from a particular friend, I was embarrassed, but
soon learned that I must leave all, and part with my
dearest companions for Christ; that two masters it was
impossible to serve; and in my indecision I seemed to hear
a voice as from heaven, saying, 'Choose ye this day whom ye
will serve,' impressing my mind with the idea that then was
the time for me to secure an interest in the Great
Redeemer. Great things of eternity were continually resting
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