Authors, American -- 19th century -- Biography; Leland, Charles Godfrey, 1824-1903
For I beg the reader to observe that it is a very deeply-seated
characteristic that whatever once takes root in my mind invariably grows.
This comes from the great degree to which I have always gone over,
reviewed, and _reflected on_, or nursed everything which ever once really
interested me. And as I have thus far written, and shall probably
conclude this work without referring to a note, the reader will have
ample opportunity of observing how very strangely in all cases the phases
of my life were predetermined long before by the literary education which
I gave myself, aided very much by hereditary or other causes quite beyond
my control. Now, as the object of a _Life_ is to understand every cause
which created it, and as mine was to a very unusual degree created by
reading and _reflecting_, even in infancy, I beg the reader not to be
impatient with me for describing so much in detail the books which made
my mind at different times. That is, I pray this much allowance and
sympathy from possible readers and critics, that they will kindly not
regard me as vain or thinking over-much of, or too much over, myself. For
to get oneself forth as one really is requires deep investigation into
_every_ cause, and the depicting all early characteristics, and the man
never lived who ever did this truly and accurately without much egoism,
or what the ill-disposed may treat as such. And I promise the possible
reader that when this subjective analysis shall be fairly disposed of,
there will be no lack of mere incident or event of objective nature and
more general interest.
My first winter at Jamaica Plains was the terrible one of 1835, during
which I myself saw the thermometer at 50 degrees Fahrenheit below zero,
and there was a snow-bank in the play-ground from October till May. The
greatest care possible was taken of us boys to keep us warm and well, but
we still suffered very much from chilblains. Water thrown into the air
froze while falling. Still there were some happy lights and few shadows
in it all. The boys skated or slid on beautiful Jamaica Pond, which was
near the school. There was a general giving of sleds to us all; mine
broke to pieces at once. I never had luck with any plaything, never
played ball or marbles, and hardly ever had even a top. Nor did I ever
have much to do with any games, or even learn in later years to play
cards, which was all a great pity. Sports should be as carefully looked
to in early education as book-learning. I had also a pair of dear
gazelle-skates given to me with the rest, but they also broke up on first
trial, and I have never owned any since. Destiny was always against me
in such matters.
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