Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of FendieOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of Fendie
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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“Do you think so?” asked William; “but what if I only lose myself yonder
in the crowd, and remain as unknown as I am now?”
“I know you will not,” said Helen. Then she recollected herself. “I
mean--yes, William Oswald, I mean you will not--you will do better than
that.”
He was still in the shadow, and while he could observe every change of
her features, she could scarcely see the dark glow of pleasure which
covered his face.
“But, Helen, you think of fame--and I will never win fame; hundreds fail
every year of acquiring the mere standing ground. Is it worth hazarding
quietness and peace, and giving up home as I shall do, think you, for
the chance of such distinction--only small distinction, Helen--as I can
ever reach?”
Her pulse began to beat more quickly--strong in those young warm veins
of hers ran the tide of her ambition.
“I do not mean distinction--that is,” said the truthful Helen, who felt
that in some degree she did mean it; “I mean things graver and nobler
before distinction. I think the old chivalry will never die out of the
world, William; to be a knight--to carry arms against all the powers of
evil--to win new lands to acknowledge our king--whatever we have to work
at for our bread, that remains the real work to live for, as it seems to
me, and I know nothing so precious but one might peril it--nothing so
dear but one would give it up for such a cause as that.”
Her voice shook a little with the excitement that made it strong--the
stooping head was quite erect--the eyes shining like stars.
Mrs Buchanan sat a little apart looking at them--observing with quiet,
smiling wonder how the grave face of the silent, uncommunicative William
began to speak and grow eloquent too, as it bent towards the other
countenance, whose thoughts were “legible i’ the eie.”
But he seemed more inclined to listen than to speak.
“I grant you that,” said William; “but suppose, Helen, a man should
distrust his own powers, and think it most expedient to keep himself
apart from all struggles--to withdraw far away from the evils he has not
strength to contend with--what then?”
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