Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of FendieOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of Fendie
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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“Then he does not fulfil his end,” said the rapid, eager voice--“which
is not to flee from natural temptations and difficulties, but bravely to
resist and do battle with the same. I know one feels one’s heart sink
often. It may not be so with you who are strong--but _I_ feel that to
cease such work and warfare as one is called to do, does bring a
perilous sinking of the heart. It is not well--surely it is not well to
withdraw from the evils which are in us and about us; we are bound to do
battle with them, William--not to stand on our defence alone, but to
carry the war into the camp of the enemies. I think sometimes that the
state of war must be the only good state for those who have sin natural
to them as we have--and that if these words, resist and struggle, were
withdrawn from our language we should be no longer human; for when we
let our arms fall, our hearts fall, and weariness comes upon us, and
distrust and gloom; and out of the living, moving world we come into the
narrow chamber of ourselves--and the sun sets upon us, William.”
The sun had set in the changeful face upon which William Oswald looked,
and for the moment its waning colour and downcast eyes proclaimed the
unmistakeable sinking of the heart. She did not perceive the look that
dwelt upon her, nor its language--language unconsciously powerful. “And
this, Helen, is your philosophy.” The words fell dreamily upon her ear,
echoing through a long silence. The philosophy was not hers alone.
Kindred thoughts had risen in the young minds, as they grew together
into the early flush of maturity, and now she sent him forth--a knight.
CHAPTER XV.
Saucy fortune, did’st thou smile,
I perchance would little heed thee;
Think’st thou when thou frown’st, the while
For myself I dread thee?
Nay, not I--I only vow,
If one falls, it shall be thou.--ANON.
“I am a man now,” said Halbert Graeme, with something of the pride of
his years; “and, thanks to your goodness, Sir, I have education enough
for any ordinary profession. If only I could make a beginning--”
“You would certainly succeed,” said the Laird of Mossgray, with his
pleasant, kindly smile.
“I do not know,” said Halbert, modestly; “but I think that men who are
content to work hard and persevere, must surely have some measure of
success. I am not very ambitious--that is--”
“I shall not quarrel with you, Halbert, my man, for your ambition,” said
the gentle kinsman, whom Halbert had feared as stern.
“Well, Sir,” said the youth, with renewed confidence, “I should like to
rise, no doubt; but I am willing to work hard for it, and quite content
to begin as humbly as you think it proper I should. I have no right, I
know, to such help, where I have already received so much; but I have
the claim of blood on no one I have ever known, and I thought I might
ask advice from you.”
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