Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of FendieOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of Fendie
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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“When I see,” continued Mrs Gray, oratorically, “young people going out
on the world with such false notions as most of them have, poor things,
it grieves me, Mrs Buchanan. So little as there is to enjoy after all,
even if they get all they expect.”
Mrs Buchanan, like Mr Oswald, had an old-fashioned prejudice that there
was something orthodox in all this; a prejudice which made her diffident
of answering.
“Poor things!” she echoed, with a slight falter; “but after all, Mrs
Gray, we had light hearts in our own youth, and why should we discourage
them? Sorrow aye comes soon enough.”
A sigh from Lilias sounded like an assent: and the Lily of Mossgray
indeed bent her weary head and assented. She began to believe that
sorrow--nothing but sorrow--was the common lot.
But Helen’s face was flushing--her small head growing erect. Mrs Gray
turned round--she was no coward--to face her vowed antagonist.
“Miss Buchanan, my dear, I am speaking the truth. People say that the
happiest part of life is youth; now just look at yourself. Toiling and
labouring with these children; wearied with them every night, but just
having to begin again every morning! with little time to yourself--to
visit your friends, or read, or whatever you might choose. My dear, just
look at it yourself. What have you to enjoy?”
Helen started.
“I have all the world--not this little humble house--not that
school-room only; but the earth, and the sky, and the sea! Look at
them--look at what God gives us--the sunshine and the clouds--the hills
and the rivers--and you ask me what I have to enjoy? I have all the
world! the weariness and the rest, the labour and the sleep, the night
and the day, they are all given us, waiting our pleasures like the
spirits of the old dreams. There is no one born into the earth who is
not born rich, richer than kings, for we have all the world.”
Mrs Gray was not prepared to answer this; she turned away to look from
the window at the flowers, and prudently shook her head, half at the
wild doctrine, and half at the eager manner; but she tilted no more at
that time with Helen.
“Will you walk up with me to Mossgray, Helen?” said Lilias, in the
subdued melancholy voice which made the petition more urgent than a
command; and Helen consented at once. As they descended the steps at the
bridge, and waded through the long, thick grass, which spread between
the backs of the Fendie houses and the river, the pensive calm of Lilias
touched the variable spirit of her friend. They began to talk in that
tone of half-playful sadness which often veils over griefs which the
speakers would not tell. It is the mood of speculation; and they were
neither of them too old for the girlish dreamy fancies,
half-superstitious, which belong to our imaginative years.
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