Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of Fendie — John Shaqi
Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of FendieOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of Fendie
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Maxwell got on delicately with those medical studies of his. He was a
great favourite everywhere, his weakness, as usual, bringing him in for
much more than his average share of consideration. Charlie and Walter
toiled manfully at the dry initiatory necessities of their profession.
They were “clever lads” of good parts and promise, both, and both too
well endowed with stout common sense and the natural self-interest and
ambition, to be, except in rare outbursts, loiterers or idlers. For my
desultory self, I dabbled in all scientific crafts; was a metaphysician
for one fit, and a chemist for another, and an antiquarian for a third;
I dipped into Charlie’s dreary quartos, and lingered at the threshold of
the dissecting-room with Edward, and for my own hand got through heaps
of reading, systematic and unsystematic, not always drawn from the
venerable shelves of the college library. It formed a pile of strange
rubbish altogether, built up as it was with the crude philosophies
peculiar to my years.
But sauntering along the Calton Hill now, alone, to dream over the Old
Town, in its antique grace and beauty, made me sick at heart. Hew Murray
was one of those rare friends whom one does not need to be continually
talking to. A stranger who observed our few words might have taken us
for very indifferent companions, but this was above all, the sign of
our closest brotherhood. When Charlie was with us, we were talkative
enough, for then a foreign element was introduced, but we were too much
one when we were alone to have any such constraint upon us. And when
from these silent walks we emerged into the bustle and light of the
street below, and throwing off the charm, began to be as loud as our
neighbours, we felt, both of us, that the chain of our regard was drawn
closer by these communings. Never friend in this world did I appropriate
and feel mine so entirely as Hew, and the dim hill-side where my silence
was unshared, where there was none to dream beside me as I dreamt, or to
feel as I felt, became painful to my solitary eyes. I did not return to
Edinburgh after Hew went away. It had lost its charm for me. I remained
alone at Mossgray.
I was then a man. I had nearly reached my majority, and having perhaps
exaggerated notions of what became my place and position in respect to
the tenants and cottages around me, I began to bestir myself to
ascertain how I could do some work in this brief district, allotted to
me by Providence. I have always been inclined to the contemplative, but
I am not idle, and with all the proud hopes and ambitions of youth to
buoy me up, I laboured and deliberated “for the good of the people,”
with much enjoyment of the philanthropy.
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